rexall

i don't like myself much right now... so i'm going to change that. and stop some of the stupid shit going on in my head. from here on out. enough.

everything still hurts but that is exacerbated by the fact that i don't know how to go to a show and just stand in the back and watch. no i have to hang out in the effing pit... even with lungs that are not working correctly. silly me.