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Today I needled my grandfather and my mother. I impressed my mother, this makes me feel very good. While at grampa's the beast unleashed in my abdomen.

By the time I got to school 4 hours later for my acupuncture appt, my favorite professor got to show my intern emergency treatment protocol. And he needled... she didn't. He has never treated me on the first day or even during my period. I was crying uncontrollably and shaking... not cus i was cold but the trembles you get when you are in pain. Hopefully most of you have never been in that kind of pain before. And I'm sorry if you have. It's funny to hear people tell me how strong I am cus I deal with this, and they got to see exactly what it's like. They had to prop my legs up cus stretching out does not happen. Fetal position all the way and because I wanted him to needle me they propped my legs up so I could lie on my back. I did just take a percocet when I got home but I also took my herbs. I was able to get through class and actually fell asleep during my treatment. He is a miracle worker... he says he wished he could do magic and make it stop but that is not gonna happen.

When he walked out of the room, I made a joke a few minutes later about him being my sperm donor and then he walked back in the room. It was hysterical cus i'm pretty sure he heard it. But he was happy to see me laughing. I have him tomorrow night for class so he may have to needle me while i sit in class or I'm not sticking around.

That's a brief glimpse into endometriosis. Ain't it fucking grand? I need to get knocked up. I need the hormone regulation... however that means I need someone interested in sex with me. And I am assed out... no comments on how you would all do me... thank you much but it's not what I'm looking for lol.