I retract my previous post lol. I have now figured out my weekends in April, I hate leaving my dogs and I get concerned about people taking care of them. All logistics of weekends in April have been solved and all will work out perfectly.
Therapy went well yesterday. My outlook on life seems to be improving. I think something switched in me a couple weeks ago and I just don't seem to care so much about River anymore. I am starting to like myself again and just cus he left doesn't mean I'm the shittiest person in the world. Just means we weren't meant to be anymore. And really, any man that can just leave his dogs the way he did... I don't want that person to take care of me or procreate with them. Absolutely not. And there are some very beautiful men out there...
I have this thing for attracting unavailable men. I have for awhile... they are either emotionally retarded, too far away or just plain stupid and miss out on a good thing. Distance isn't a big deal to me, I lived 40 minutes away from River for 3 years of our relationship and we were together 7 - so I can deal with it. I think it makes it better. There is a boy in South Jersey, though I haven't talked to him in a week so there may no longer be a guy but whatever I'm willing to follow through. I'm tired of people that talk a lot of shit and don't follow through. And as usual, the men I want to touch are nowhere near me. There's a couple in South Jersey I would hang out with... but that is neither here nor there.
It's going to be a grampa weekend, i cut all my plans this weekend so my mom can go home for my little brother's birthday. Makes me just a little sad that I will be missing Kitten Night in NYC on Sunday but there will be more! Kitten night is all about burlesque. I'm immersing myself in it. I need to pick a name. I want a cool one. A very cool one.
Therapy went well yesterday. My outlook on life seems to be improving. I think something switched in me a couple weeks ago and I just don't seem to care so much about River anymore. I am starting to like myself again and just cus he left doesn't mean I'm the shittiest person in the world. Just means we weren't meant to be anymore. And really, any man that can just leave his dogs the way he did... I don't want that person to take care of me or procreate with them. Absolutely not. And there are some very beautiful men out there...
I have this thing for attracting unavailable men. I have for awhile... they are either emotionally retarded, too far away or just plain stupid and miss out on a good thing. Distance isn't a big deal to me, I lived 40 minutes away from River for 3 years of our relationship and we were together 7 - so I can deal with it. I think it makes it better. There is a boy in South Jersey, though I haven't talked to him in a week so there may no longer be a guy but whatever I'm willing to follow through. I'm tired of people that talk a lot of shit and don't follow through. And as usual, the men I want to touch are nowhere near me. There's a couple in South Jersey I would hang out with... but that is neither here nor there.
It's going to be a grampa weekend, i cut all my plans this weekend so my mom can go home for my little brother's birthday. Makes me just a little sad that I will be missing Kitten Night in NYC on Sunday but there will be more! Kitten night is all about burlesque. I'm immersing myself in it. I need to pick a name. I want a cool one. A very cool one.
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You should have a contest for your name. That would be fun.
have a great weekend.