rexall

i am still cold. but now i have a headache. i would appreciate some loving.

it's been 2 months since i have been loved on. and yesterday a suspicion i had was confirmed concerning the evil disturbing pain that came with my period... the extraneous pain on top of the usual. i'm in a bit of denial and trying to just ignore the facts.

i am tired but i do not sleep well.

spent a very long time with the original ex... he decided to air a lot of things. like how shitty i was as a gf. which is true.... i was a shit back then. but 10 years later here we are. getting to know each other and be friends as the people we are today. cus he has a gf and i have no desire to take a walk down that road with him again.

1 midterm down, 3 more to go. my brain hurts. i am going to lie on the couch and watch tv until i pass out. i am sad, i can't wait for therapy tomorrow.

now have some narcissism