rexall

let's not be too hasty folks. yes i had a good day and i will have plenty more but there is still this sadness that permeates every part of my body. and i haven't slept well in days. panic attack, nightmares and just all around not being able to sleep.

But also included in Sunday's loveliness was the pretty boy at school text messaging me and starting a very interesting convo that led to face and peen pics. Gotta say... that was nice. All i had to trade was some boobs and well I take enough photos of those to have them ready. Then I was able to share said peen with the gay jesus so he could calm down a bit. He's yummy... a manwhore but yummy. And then I got kissed by a girl... that was pretty nice too. I like flirting with her and I dig her... I'm not sure why cus she's not really my type but maybe I'm just really enjoying being single right now.

However... I want tattooed. That's who I want. Plain and simple. Let's see if he can get over his bullshit and admit he wants me too. That would be lovely.