Monday Oct 18, 2010

0
Just got home from the Goo Goo Dolls show. I needed it. My whole body hurts but I needed to see them play. The meet and greet was canceled, but they gave all of us signed set lists and the next time they come around we are automatically in for the meet and greet. They were amazing and I need to make Johnny Rzeznik my lover. HAHAHHA


he has good hair.

i am unofficially officially on suicide watch. it seems i have concerned some friends and admin at school. i have concerned myself to be honest.

i need cuddling and love. lots of it. and i'm sorry but i've been crying a lot so if you can't handle tears then i can do without you. but really. cuddling and love. my bed and movies. that's all i want. taking applications now.
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
flaker:
I hear ya sista'! biggrin You know, I'm not sure if it's the weather or something, but for some reason ( probably my b-day a few days ago didn't help either) all of my depressing thoughts and feeling have been floating to the top lately. As I've stated here and there...I'm in a total rut at this point in life and I'm not too sure how to get out. It's a weird time when you start to think that really..."whay am I here". I've started to wonder if I really even matter or if I'm merely taking up space that someone else could probably do more and better things with. I guess that life has got me down lately and I don't see a reason for me to even be here. I always thought I would do or acheive something, and it doesn't seem to be going that way. I have to keep reminding myself that there is still time. I guess. Music helps, and live shows are always good for the body and soul. I just saw a show the other night that was pretty damned awesome so that helps. I've never been a huge GOO GOO fan...but I'd be down for seeing them. A heads up though, I saw Senses Fail a few years ago and I gotta say..they may be there very worst band I've ever seen live. So if you're a fan..do yourself a favor and don't see them. It will seriously ruin the music for you, I couldn't listen to them for months and months after seeing them. Ouch. Keep yer chin up dear. biggrin
flaker:
You have a spare couch for me? Amazing. Hopefully we could talk about more than our differeing veiws on Senses Fail live. wink Actually, I'm glad that you've gotten some good shows from them because seriously, it was bad when I saw them. I had a hard time believeing that it was even the same dudes that play on the record. And to top it off, Still Searching had just come out and I thought ( and still do) that it was really fucking good. Of course, I know enough to never doubt a band from Jersey, they usually rock. Believe it or no, I'm actually from the east coast....yet I never made it up to NY?Jersey. I guess it because I moved to Hawaii before I could drive. Then NC, then FL, then CA. I would imagine that I would make fairly good company, maybe I'm not the best eye candy...but I'm kind of funny and most people enjoy talking to me.smile Maybe I could......cheer you up?





Yeah, I was really crowbarring that one in there..but still, you know what I mean.

More Blogs