rexall

I'm glad this is here for you too, we all have some form of release, we're here for you.

I wrote a comment here, but somehow it went away, so I now I have to rewrite it...for the most part. I know that to you, it really makes no difference...and you wouldn't even know about the rewrite if I didn't tell you but still, it just feels wrong. With that said, I'll go ahead and use my original opening sentence because it was funny. To me. Sorry. Here goes. And to think, I came here to judge you. Well, I guess since you've now ruined that for me.... I hope you feel better, I was starting to come down with a little sickness myself....I took some meds, some zince, and a ton ( nine hours last night!!!!!) of sleep and feel like I might kick this...I hope that you will as well. As for the emotional strain, that's always the hard one to kick. Really, there's no easy way...and it takes time. Memories live forever, which means we live forever. I know that I still at times remember missing loved ones and think about how they would feel about where I am in life today. It's not a mental conversation...but it kinda is. I can remember voices and catch-phrases well enough to put them into play, and I do. Sometimes I tear up...sometimes I smile. If you want me to post a youtube some on here that will be awesome but break your fucking heart...I will. Only if you ask for it though. Good luck...


PS It always helps to eat some shitty food, check some porn and get down with your bad self. And don't get stingy with the camera....as peaches would say: