i have no painkillers. i am in too much pain to go find an open pharmacy to refill my painkiller prescription. benadryl makes me sleepy... i took 2. let's see if it knocks me out or the pain keeps me awake.
grampa is back in the hospital. since the stroke he has not been able to keep busy and has had a lot of time to focus on Uncle Wayne's death. we are now facing that thing that happens when loved ones die close together - that will to live that goes away thing. seeing as they spent 50 some odd years together. every fiber of my being is concentrating on him pulling out of it. not to be selfish... but i really cannot fucking handle losing both of them in one year.
i just want to cry. a lot.
grampa is back in the hospital. since the stroke he has not been able to keep busy and has had a lot of time to focus on Uncle Wayne's death. we are now facing that thing that happens when loved ones die close together - that will to live that goes away thing. seeing as they spent 50 some odd years together. every fiber of my being is concentrating on him pulling out of it. not to be selfish... but i really cannot fucking handle losing both of them in one year.
i just want to cry. a lot.
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ahnhell:
I love you. I am so sorry you are going through this. *hugs hugs hugs*
atlas_:
(((((hug)))))