Today my lady parts got poked, prodded and scraped. What is normally routine for others... causes me extreme discomfort and sever pain. I have pretty much been in bed since. And I had to take a percocet for the pain. They are sending me for ultrasounds and then we will go from there. The pain has been worse since surgery so they are a bit worried. This is a new doctor - so we have to start over. Which I'm fine with. I need a new opinion. And they are accepting so far of my no hormone decision.
Why do I miss someone, who so obviously does not miss me? Is it because I can't have this someone? I don't understand it. Maybe it is because this someone made me feel things I haven't felt in a long time and I appreciate that on a deeper level. Whatever. I am fighting the urge to contact. It has been almost a week. So OBVIOUSLY, this someone could give two shits about me one way or the other.
I have 4 dogs in my house right now. And I love them all.
I'm doing hypnotherapy next weekend. It should be interesting.
I miss Uncle Wayne. So much. So very very much. I don't think people understand that a part of me has died. There are parts of me that are no longer accessible. And hello tears. I'm having a sad day. Too much time in my head and not enough people to talk to.
Why do I miss someone, who so obviously does not miss me? Is it because I can't have this someone? I don't understand it. Maybe it is because this someone made me feel things I haven't felt in a long time and I appreciate that on a deeper level. Whatever. I am fighting the urge to contact. It has been almost a week. So OBVIOUSLY, this someone could give two shits about me one way or the other.
I have 4 dogs in my house right now. And I love them all.
I'm doing hypnotherapy next weekend. It should be interesting.
I miss Uncle Wayne. So much. So very very much. I don't think people understand that a part of me has died. There are parts of me that are no longer accessible. And hello tears. I'm having a sad day. Too much time in my head and not enough people to talk to.
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This can be overpowering.
What's the hypnotherapy for?
On the other hand, the picture of you & the dogs .. couldn't make me happier for you. You all look like such a happy little pile. :] They are good medicine; glad they're there, and helping.