I really hate when men get sand in their vag. I knew from the beginning it was stupid to buy tickets to go to California to see someone I hadn't seen in 14 years. No one is worth that or is that important. But you know what I have had a shitty last 10 weeks. I really need an escape. I have been in constant motion since March 14, when i got the phone call that was going to change my life. Since that day I have been working and going to school non-stop during the week and spending my weekends taking care of my grandfather. Traveling back and forth for hours and rearranging my schedule to take care of everyone else.
So when I make plans with someone and then that person gives me a whole lot of excuses for why he cannot talk to me, unless i ask a question about the trip, i get a little pissed off. i get a little tired of feeling like i'm pulling teeth. and when i have to listen to reasons why he thinks i'm falling in love with him, cus he reads way too much into things that do not concern him... and then starts to treat me like that... i get super pissed. there is NO WAY IN HELL i would fall in love with him. what i fucking needed was a friend to be there so i could escape and forget my troubles for a long weekend. And then i don't want to talk about things until i cool off cus yes i got pissed off about his travel plans because that means that he was able to talk to someone enough to arrange plans and get to know them enough to travel. so all the fucking bullshit excuses i got, piss me off even more. cus i NEVER ignore my friends. but i guess that's what i get for being a real friend and trying to be there for people. and of course he thinks it's all about sex. because of course that's what guys do, huh? And then i put a post up on facebook, venting and all of a sudden i'm bad mouthing and threatening him. i didn't even use his name and it was a generalized statement about how i cut people out of my life when i'm upset and feel hurt. so of course, he gives away my ticket for the festival i'm supposed to attend with him. and he deletes me off everything, sg included. soooo then i have no place to stay and no festival to attend and really no one else i know as well. it will cost me $150 when i rebook the tickets that i had to cancel for this trip. I DON'T NEED THIS.
So, Kevin, go fuck yourself. Now I really used your name. Deal with it. Get the fucking sand out of your vag. I have never been so pissed off before. no i have been, but right now i can't believe that people can do this to others. what a fucking waste of friendship. i never wish bad things on other people but like i said before i hope you choke on the next dick you decide to suck down your throat. I REALLY FUCKING DO. Fucking angry. He listened to me cry, he knew i was crying due to the things in my life and he knew i needed out of here. I'm sure this is the final goal he wanted and he got it. you were right, my friend who shall remain nameless, he is a douchebag. i should've believed you. He has been since we were 13. how did i forget that?
And that's enough for this rant. I will replace it with a new blog in the morning. I just needed to get this out. And i don't need comments on it.
So when I make plans with someone and then that person gives me a whole lot of excuses for why he cannot talk to me, unless i ask a question about the trip, i get a little pissed off. i get a little tired of feeling like i'm pulling teeth. and when i have to listen to reasons why he thinks i'm falling in love with him, cus he reads way too much into things that do not concern him... and then starts to treat me like that... i get super pissed. there is NO WAY IN HELL i would fall in love with him. what i fucking needed was a friend to be there so i could escape and forget my troubles for a long weekend. And then i don't want to talk about things until i cool off cus yes i got pissed off about his travel plans because that means that he was able to talk to someone enough to arrange plans and get to know them enough to travel. so all the fucking bullshit excuses i got, piss me off even more. cus i NEVER ignore my friends. but i guess that's what i get for being a real friend and trying to be there for people. and of course he thinks it's all about sex. because of course that's what guys do, huh? And then i put a post up on facebook, venting and all of a sudden i'm bad mouthing and threatening him. i didn't even use his name and it was a generalized statement about how i cut people out of my life when i'm upset and feel hurt. so of course, he gives away my ticket for the festival i'm supposed to attend with him. and he deletes me off everything, sg included. soooo then i have no place to stay and no festival to attend and really no one else i know as well. it will cost me $150 when i rebook the tickets that i had to cancel for this trip. I DON'T NEED THIS.
So, Kevin, go fuck yourself. Now I really used your name. Deal with it. Get the fucking sand out of your vag. I have never been so pissed off before. no i have been, but right now i can't believe that people can do this to others. what a fucking waste of friendship. i never wish bad things on other people but like i said before i hope you choke on the next dick you decide to suck down your throat. I REALLY FUCKING DO. Fucking angry. He listened to me cry, he knew i was crying due to the things in my life and he knew i needed out of here. I'm sure this is the final goal he wanted and he got it. you were right, my friend who shall remain nameless, he is a douchebag. i should've believed you. He has been since we were 13. how did i forget that?
And that's enough for this rant. I will replace it with a new blog in the morning. I just needed to get this out. And i don't need comments on it.
If you ever need a place to get away, Reno doesn't suck as much as you've heard.