rewski

Looks like no one has missed me. Seems to be the consensus these days. I've been so busy and independent than normal that people have basically forgotten I exist. And they seem to not mind. They are content with their happy life now that they dont have to be around me so much. So I feel like shit. Is't that a problem when you get depressed because others are happy? Even my fiance rejoices the fact that I work and he doesnt and he's been able to do whatever the fuck he wants. It's been a while since anyone has gone out of their way for me... a long while...
I even tried doing a photoshoot hoping it would lift my spirits or boost my self esteem... and now I feel worse. About myself. I feel.... strange.
Anyway, enough about my sob story of a boring shitfilled life.
Here are some pictures from the shoot. I need help deciding if I should even submit them....
They will definitely need some photoshop done.