No photoshoot this morning. 
It's too wet outside. Plus I feel bleh.
It would be easier if I woke up with a kiss on my forehead or something, but that would be too much to ask for. Athough I did watch my man go crazy over a little spilled water beneath his keyboard. God forbid his things stop working and he'll have to find a life. I did feel a bit bad though, but still it was pretty entertaining to see him get heated over something that was easily fixed. lol. (It was the left over spittle of a water drink, nothing more.)
Ha, I sound so evil in this last paragraph. But he's evil for caring more about his damned electronics.
Wakeup.
put on boxers.
Play Wow.
Come noon- eat something. Maybe a shower (never together anymore).
Play more Wow.
By 5- parents are home from work- still playing Wow.
6 or 7- Eat dinner
Get back on Wow.
(If we are lucky) by 9 we go to friends house. Downside. It's the same people we play Wow with.
Come back- play more Wow because we just sat around talking about it for an hour or so. woo.
After midnight- Go to bed- of course after more Wow.
This lifestyle is fucking pathetic. I don't mind Wow, but seriously? seriously? SERIOUSLY!?!?!?
I miss actually doing shit. UGH!
Three years ago I used to do so much more.
Being in Highschool then made things a bit easier though. I was Prom Queen of 2007 and still arrived and left within 30 mintues just to recieve my crown. You can probably figure whos idea that was.
Even then I was the only one with a job. Spending my money on frivilous things. For friends mostly. I was too good of a friend. And now I'm bitter as hell. Without friends. Ha, oh how things change.
I can't wait for Halloween. I reeeeeally want to make something. But lack of money and supplies wont allow me. I made this a year or two ago:
That's right. A sexy ass nurse from Silent Hill. The mask was made of gauze and latex, so it ended up shrinking after a week or two. lol. So I think it's time to perfect a new method of making the mask.
Oh god, I just went through a whole series of old pics on my Myspace. Which has been practiclly deserted. It kinda made me cry.....
I miss a lot of things. Like being able to roll the perfect fat ass krypie blunts.
Atleast I stil get my krypie bowls.
I also miss my awesome lip ring. And my long hair. Look how innocent and cute I look(ed)! ^-^
But.... :sigh: there's no point in missing what I used to have.
Hopefully I'll have a shoot with myself later. If I'm feeling up for it. <3
It's too wet outside. Plus I feel bleh.
It would be easier if I woke up with a kiss on my forehead or something, but that would be too much to ask for. Athough I did watch my man go crazy over a little spilled water beneath his keyboard. God forbid his things stop working and he'll have to find a life. I did feel a bit bad though, but still it was pretty entertaining to see him get heated over something that was easily fixed. lol. (It was the left over spittle of a water drink, nothing more.)
Ha, I sound so evil in this last paragraph. But he's evil for caring more about his damned electronics.
Wakeup.
put on boxers.
Play Wow.
Come noon- eat something. Maybe a shower (never together anymore).
Play more Wow.
By 5- parents are home from work- still playing Wow.
6 or 7- Eat dinner
Get back on Wow.
(If we are lucky) by 9 we go to friends house. Downside. It's the same people we play Wow with.
Come back- play more Wow because we just sat around talking about it for an hour or so. woo.
After midnight- Go to bed- of course after more Wow.
This lifestyle is fucking pathetic. I don't mind Wow, but seriously? seriously? SERIOUSLY!?!?!?
I miss actually doing shit. UGH!
Three years ago I used to do so much more.
Being in Highschool then made things a bit easier though. I was Prom Queen of 2007 and still arrived and left within 30 mintues just to recieve my crown. You can probably figure whos idea that was.
Even then I was the only one with a job. Spending my money on frivilous things. For friends mostly. I was too good of a friend. And now I'm bitter as hell. Without friends. Ha, oh how things change.
I can't wait for Halloween. I reeeeeally want to make something. But lack of money and supplies wont allow me. I made this a year or two ago:
That's right. A sexy ass nurse from Silent Hill. The mask was made of gauze and latex, so it ended up shrinking after a week or two. lol. So I think it's time to perfect a new method of making the mask.
Oh god, I just went through a whole series of old pics on my Myspace. Which has been practiclly deserted. It kinda made me cry.....
I miss a lot of things. Like being able to roll the perfect fat ass krypie blunts.
Atleast I stil get my krypie bowls.
I also miss my awesome lip ring. And my long hair. Look how innocent and cute I look(ed)! ^-^
But.... :sigh: there's no point in missing what I used to have.
Hopefully I'll have a shoot with myself later. If I'm feeling up for it. <3
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ariel_:
I had a boyfriend for two years that I dumped because he wasn't doing anything with his life. Six months before I broke up with him I told him that if he didn't shape up, I didn't think we could last. He didn't take me seriously. So I left (and somehow he was surprised?). But what's worse in your case is not only is he not doing anything with his life, he's putting his gaming before you. Huge no-no. If I were you, I'd have a talk with him, give him some time to change (the longer you've been together the more time you give him but not too long! I think the 6 months I gave my ex was more than enough) and if he doesn't shape up, leave him. You're the only one you can always count on in life to always have your own back. Sometimes you need to look out for yourself and your own interests. I know from experience- guys like that will do nothing but pull you down.
giggles:
i wanted to decorate this year ut no money so the same old stuff goes up again this year