rewski

So many mixed emotions. But the one that is coming out the most is anger. I am fucking furious. Never have a wanted to smack a bitch up even more than now. I'm tired of being humiliated by this stupid cunt. This is the only place I can rant without worrying about her follwing me. She can't afford SG.
This same bitch who wishes she can be like me. Who tries and utterly fails. And come to find out she has her baby daddy on coke. And it's how she's "losing weight OH EM GEE!"
To be honest I'm not totally surprised.
She now has a league of minions who dont see past her hideous mask. I almost want to cry. She and I used to be best friends. I hate it when I know there is someone out there who truly hates me....I try so hard and I fucking go out of my way. For everything. Everyone. And I get nothing but shitted upon.
I can't even clear my mind right now. Normally I try not to think too hard on it... But you don't unerstand. No one ever will. It's been going on for over a year now. And all I wish we can do is sit down and smoke a bowl again. Like the good old days.
God... ajshkgfhaklhfdeyn.
I'm crying now....Sorry for this stupid blog.