Existencial crisis night

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Ok again im here because this is my only safe world, where people like me are all around, and i can just be real and not have to worry that i will have people trying to make me think like they want me to think and me having to humor them while i roll my eyes.

So if you read this, thank you, if you...
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So its been a while

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Well it appears that its been almost a year since i wrote a blog. Never really got into the spirit of writing a blog. I just tend to vanish into the "real" world.

Thing is I honestly feel that i will probably find more acceptance and real friendship on here, so thats going to change.

For those of you that dont know me well my...
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whiskey_:
I know this is an old blog but ... Hey Eddie! :)   "I want to be in love, i mean bat shit crazy, head over heals, let me pull out my heart and hand it to you in love.", that is probably one of the most sweetest things I've read. I've felt that kind of love once and hope to find it again one day. I'm sorry to hear about your losses :( 
rewop777:
Thanks for reading it @whiskey_ i tend to write alot like that. I am an old school romantic and i am looking forwad to the day i find someone to give all that too. Over the years ive written less and less. I guess its just sad to reach down and see whats there that is just being left abandoned and ignored by the girls i meet but poems and songs that i wrote are out there if one knows where to look

Sunday May 12, 2013

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So I'm going to do something here that I have done no where else including Facebook and real life. I am going to be open and say what's going on in my life.

I am one of theist positive people you will meet but this week has just been too much.

My only brother died and my grandfather isn't going to last much longer apparently....
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smash:
woooo baby!.... I really feel that they are sharing..
also consider myself a positive person,for this reason i wanto to tell you that for more painful to be a lost one person...we must continue; detachment is very difficult to work in this material world,but it is the secret for a full life.
(sure that you already know)....
when it breaks through the pain ...life itself begins to manifest at its most beautiful version...

much love to you!!!!....I send you some of my natural strengthbiggrinkisskisskisskiss
pixel:
Quite an awesome game. Took me a few games to understand the strategy side of it.

I'm sorry to hear your news.frown Losing family is a terrible thing. I hope that you have people around you that can be there for you now.

Sending love your way x

Tuesday Apr 02, 2013

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Happy b day to me, happy b day to me, happy b day happy b day happy b day to me!!!!

Wish all of my SG friends could be here for my fiesta. U will all be in my thoughts while I burn Antigua Guatemala to the ground lol
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rewop777:
Thanks girl hope ure doing great
pixel:
Yohhhh..... I still have my pokemon cards but I only acknowledge the first generation, not those devolutions and new pokemon that came afterwards.
Hope your birthday was raaaad. smile

Wednesday Jan 09, 2013

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SO happy New Years, all is well in the world and its now 2013.

I am happy to be me. I am hoping ill end the year not single for once. Why is it that all the good ones are either taken, living in another country, or both. Tis sad but alas, we will see what this year brings. I got told to look outside...
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rewop777:
lol definitivamente creo que nos volveriams mas adictos el uno al otro. Soy bastante dominante, pero tambien me gusta jugar a otros roles. Se que puedo aprender nuevas cosas, pero honestamente la mayor parte del tiempo lidero, y encima tengo un buen apetito. Para mi calentar motores es una buena media hora, y la primera cogica es minimo 45 sino mas. Luego pues me gusta descansar como 20 y seguir con otra cogida mucho mas larga. Mi record es coger por 5 dias solo parando para comer y pues ir al bano, la duchada pues se hace junta y mano te la podes disfrutar wink. Que interesante saber, a ver cuando te venis a mis tierras y nos juntamos para parrandear un poco
waikiki:
You re right! SORRY!
Im not home these days but i can tell you that Bear Eddy is doing wonderfully! Its the king of the jungle smile
How are you darling?
I should start thinking of comeing to guatamala and visit you! need sun and warm weather!

Tuesday Aug 07, 2012

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Well, ive been thinking this over for quite a while. As some of you know I live in Guatemala. Guatemala is a great country, just one major problem that really irks me. A severe lack of kewl females. Ergo the single life has been for me for WAAAAAAY too long. Honestly, im tired, so im starting to think outside the box.

So heres what i...
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praesepe:
what a post my friend, good luck on the lady-friend quest : ]
and i've been hoopin forrrrrr just about 3 years now !
rewop777:
lol yea, i was a bit wasted but mostly very honest, we will see. No takers so far :S.

You hoops very goods

Tuesday May 04, 2010

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I feel time ticking away, I feel age starting to set in
My body showing the scars of time and i don't care
I am the dark blade forged in the fires of disdain
I am the pariah, I am the shadow, I am the forgotten
Untouchable, unreachable, unthinkable
How long has it been since my arms held someone
Have they ever? Have i ever...
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lil:
hahahaa, gracias por tu comentario!! =) la idea de las fotos es un poco esa, nada de poses, es mas rollo infraganti. mira las sesiones que han hecho en la pagina web de la revista, con todas las chicas, estan muyn lindas
=)
pasa un buen fin de semana! mua
lil:
ol. hehehe, pues para la proxima sesion lo tendre en cuenta tongue ya me chivar al fotografo!
haha
un beso

Monday Aug 24, 2009

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Ladies and gentlemen, well mostly ladies lol

For the first time i believe in my brief SG history I will write a completely positive blog...Yes I know, the shock is amazing, the world is ending, hell has frozen over...hum....well that doesnt count against the positivity tongue

I am FINALLY feeling more stable at my job. I am finally settling into just having friends. I am finally...
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lovely:
Well hello there my sweetest poet!
How are you? Ive been hanging in there. Same ol same ol...

When do I get to read such sweet things again????

XOXO
riese:
I still like the fact you can laugh at yourself about always posting negative blogs.... If you can laugh at it then we can too! And this positive one has been up for a while! Yay for happy thoughts!

Thursday Jun 25, 2009

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Hum.........ever had one of those weeks lol.

I marvel at the vagueness of that phrase, lets marvel together for a second....or two.....ok enough marveling on to business or whatever.

Ive come to realize that i often bitch and moan on this blog, eh....that sucks....oh well

So on to what sort of "one of those weeks it is"

A) I realize that I am in a...
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erinya:
i can cook everything....and i like everything...but i prefer mediterranean cuisine..smile
erinya:
i love japanese...but the problem is that after 1 hour i am hungry...you have to come to greece..mediterranean food is a combination from everything..

Monday May 18, 2009

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Hey people, so last blog was a downer, and tonight i felt melancholic so here goes a poem that came to me tonight due to that inspiration


Chasing

A life dedicated to chasing a storm
With endless hope and faith in its existence
A hurricane of fire, passion, and freedom
A storm like not other, my own storm

That is the love I have been...
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riese:
Dude, crabs freaking rock! They were so damn cute that I just wanted to take them home and eat them.... tiny little cute bastards....
riese:
I will have to catch some more normal sized ones..... those tiny ones would give us such little meat.....
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