revolutionartist

I sit here in the dawning of the moonlight thinking of you wondering why after all of these months that you have not yet left my thoughts. I still feel you, I feel the ache. Feel everything all at once. I f I came to you what would you do? Why do I hold out this hope that somehow in the end we will find each other on a forgotten street and find a way to love? Why do I feel it would be different? That even though my phone sits silent, my email box empty that still on lonely nights like this that you think of me?

I wish I could move to a place where my mind would be free, free of the knowledge that you exist, free of my own feelings so that I can b born anew, born fresh and free to love without the hurt wanting of you.

I wander through these times filling days with others and descend into madness.