reverendash

It's becoming harder to motivate myself to go to the gym. i still do so, but I don't have any amount of support around here like I used to. No gym pals to go with me. No friends watching what they eat so I'm sucked into their bad eating habits when I visit them. I don't know what to do. I keep going to workout, but I believe I counteract what I do with some of the food I intake. I will endeavor to stop, but the extreme amount of willpower it takes is exhausting when I'm around it constantly.

I just want to be done. I must have patience.