I am very confused.
I thought I was getting close to someone and now they are avoiding me.
We were supposed to hang out yesterday afternoon and he hasn't been returning any of my calls or messages.
I'll admit, I've even been overly persistent since yesterday but I didn't even see this coming (since yesterday is the anniversary of my ex and closest friends, it's a bad day to fall off the face of the earth. Instead of dwelling on it like I do every year since 2001, I thought I'd change things up and have fun for once). I just wish I had some sort of explanation. How does someone go from seeming extremely close to you to suddenly not wanting any contact with you? It hurts to say the least. Let me guess...these things happen and I should just take the hint. Easier said than done but what choice do I have? Needless to say, I feel used and if I could just turn my emotions off I would but I can't.
I wish this wasn't happening....
Oh, by the way, one of my best and oldest friends is being shipped out to Iraq today. I've been trying not to dwell on it but it's one of those things that keeps creeping up on me. No matter what, I will always love her:
Yes, we are complete dorks.
I thought I was getting close to someone and now they are avoiding me.
We were supposed to hang out yesterday afternoon and he hasn't been returning any of my calls or messages.
I'll admit, I've even been overly persistent since yesterday but I didn't even see this coming (since yesterday is the anniversary of my ex and closest friends, it's a bad day to fall off the face of the earth. Instead of dwelling on it like I do every year since 2001, I thought I'd change things up and have fun for once). I just wish I had some sort of explanation. How does someone go from seeming extremely close to you to suddenly not wanting any contact with you? It hurts to say the least. Let me guess...these things happen and I should just take the hint. Easier said than done but what choice do I have? Needless to say, I feel used and if I could just turn my emotions off I would but I can't.
I wish this wasn't happening....
Oh, by the way, one of my best and oldest friends is being shipped out to Iraq today. I've been trying not to dwell on it but it's one of those things that keeps creeping up on me. No matter what, I will always love her:
Yes, we are complete dorks.
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luther:
ADORABLE FAVORITE DORKS
turbulence:
Friends are strange sometimes, it hurts when it happens when you need them around or were just happy to see them and they blow it off.