So.. life.
What to say about life?
I just got ruthless with my wardrobe.. but given that I have no money to replace the things I chucked out, it may not have been the most intelligent idea. Felt good though.
I tidied everything up in the closet, and I'm going to straighten things up in here in a minute too. It's amazing what that does for some sort of mental clarity.
Work has clearly put me in the spring-cleaning frame of mind. We've been clearing up the studio in our down time after the craziness that was the BA2 choreography show. That was frantic... and I questioned my choice of career more than once but I really, honestly, couldn't imagine myself doing anything else.
Outside of my internship/ dance school work, I'm currently working on a plus size, maternity wedding dress. That ticks a WHOLE load of boxes in my portfolio that I hadn't yet covered, but I'm finding it way stressful already. Wedding dress pressure. Gah.
And a couple of things in the pipeline for miss Miro too, that I can't wait to get started on
The inevitable "what are you going to do once your internship is over" question is one that stresses me out more than the average inquisitive comment...
But despite the job stresses and money worries and lack of any kind of real security or sanctuary in my life right now... I am the most content and happy I have been in a very long time.
What does sadden me is the shit that has been said behind my back lately. Not necessarily sad because I give a damn, but more sad that some people are so deeply unhappy with their own lives that mine has to become the subject of such venom. I guess in THAT way I do need to stop caring.
That does, of course, denote how close I am to the end of said internship... I guess to answer "what happens next?", I just have to see what happens afterwards. Who knows what might come up... but I'll be doing that with my boyfriend on hand to save my sanity, as he has been so good at doing recently.
God knows, I'll need it.
And I still hate my hair.
Oh and my set just went up to 95%. When it's been up for nearly 2 years, this amuses me. But it is, of course, hugely appreciated too, despite there being very little real hope of it being bought any more.
What to say about life?
I just got ruthless with my wardrobe.. but given that I have no money to replace the things I chucked out, it may not have been the most intelligent idea. Felt good though.
I tidied everything up in the closet, and I'm going to straighten things up in here in a minute too. It's amazing what that does for some sort of mental clarity.
Work has clearly put me in the spring-cleaning frame of mind. We've been clearing up the studio in our down time after the craziness that was the BA2 choreography show. That was frantic... and I questioned my choice of career more than once but I really, honestly, couldn't imagine myself doing anything else.
Outside of my internship/ dance school work, I'm currently working on a plus size, maternity wedding dress. That ticks a WHOLE load of boxes in my portfolio that I hadn't yet covered, but I'm finding it way stressful already. Wedding dress pressure. Gah.
And a couple of things in the pipeline for miss Miro too, that I can't wait to get started on
The inevitable "what are you going to do once your internship is over" question is one that stresses me out more than the average inquisitive comment...
But despite the job stresses and money worries and lack of any kind of real security or sanctuary in my life right now... I am the most content and happy I have been in a very long time.
What does sadden me is the shit that has been said behind my back lately. Not necessarily sad because I give a damn, but more sad that some people are so deeply unhappy with their own lives that mine has to become the subject of such venom. I guess in THAT way I do need to stop caring.
That does, of course, denote how close I am to the end of said internship... I guess to answer "what happens next?", I just have to see what happens afterwards. Who knows what might come up... but I'll be doing that with my boyfriend on hand to save my sanity, as he has been so good at doing recently.
God knows, I'll need it.
And I still hate my hair.
Oh and my set just went up to 95%. When it's been up for nearly 2 years, this amuses me. But it is, of course, hugely appreciated too, despite there being very little real hope of it being bought any more.
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