reuben

Sometimes, its the thought of changes in your life that end up dragging you through. Generally Im scared of it... Change.
Which makes little sense for someone who gets bored so easily But changes come in two forms; the ones you get no say in and the ones you make for yourself.

I need to make some changes.

I need to get out of here.

I need to choose a direction.

That direction could be. north?

But why is it that I hate the idea of committing myself to moving? Its almost like I feel like it restricts my ability to run away. When really that could be the running away Im craving, even if not exactly the running away I talk about so much..

Why an I not just have normal commitment issues?

I'll be honest.. I'm feeling a little bit lost. But this idea is exciting, maybe.