I'm feeling... lethargic. I'm pretty sure that sums it up quite well.
I hate myself for the sheer amount of time I have spent in bed doing NOTHING the last two days... yet I can't seem to find any reason to push myself to get out of bed and change that. I did email the lady up at the circuit with my availability to work, albeit a week later than she emailed me.
On Saturday I am going to see The Prodigy, Pendulum, Does It Offend You Yeah?, Chase & Status, Enter Shikari and Zane Lowe at the MK Bowl. Potentially, on my own, seeing as all my friends appear to be selling their tickets.
Wonderful.
Looks to be a good gig though. I'm excitied for the gig I have lined up for the rest of the year. I've missed live music so much.
London Film & Comic Con was good at the weekend. It was a fairly easy weekend after having worked at the Grand Prix a week before, but still unappreciative of 6am wake up calls for work on a Sunday. *sigh*
Guest assisted Daniel Logan (Young Boba Fett, SW epII) on the Saturday and was green room runner and coffee girl on the Sunday.
Working at the conventions just isn't the same as it used to be for me anymore. I have been doing it since I turned 16, attending since before that, but I seem to hate more and more of the people involved these days. I miss the old lot.
That doesn't mean to say that there's no good new crew, but I miss the old days.
Ho hum.
A picture of me working hard...
aaaaaaaaaaaannnddddd here's an interview he did, And I'm sat around in the background looking like I am working hard
Too many of my close friends are going through shit right now and its tearing me apart to hear it. I want to help everyone but with a few I'm just too far away to be useful. Which upsets me.
I do what I can from my bed, where I am hiding from my own life.
I've been trying more and more to live for the moment and do the things I wanna do.
But then things knock me back and I lose both the confidence and the motivation to do so.
I want to run away.
I hate myself for the sheer amount of time I have spent in bed doing NOTHING the last two days... yet I can't seem to find any reason to push myself to get out of bed and change that. I did email the lady up at the circuit with my availability to work, albeit a week later than she emailed me.
On Saturday I am going to see The Prodigy, Pendulum, Does It Offend You Yeah?, Chase & Status, Enter Shikari and Zane Lowe at the MK Bowl. Potentially, on my own, seeing as all my friends appear to be selling their tickets.
Wonderful.
Looks to be a good gig though. I'm excitied for the gig I have lined up for the rest of the year. I've missed live music so much.
London Film & Comic Con was good at the weekend. It was a fairly easy weekend after having worked at the Grand Prix a week before, but still unappreciative of 6am wake up calls for work on a Sunday. *sigh*
Guest assisted Daniel Logan (Young Boba Fett, SW epII) on the Saturday and was green room runner and coffee girl on the Sunday.
Working at the conventions just isn't the same as it used to be for me anymore. I have been doing it since I turned 16, attending since before that, but I seem to hate more and more of the people involved these days. I miss the old lot.
That doesn't mean to say that there's no good new crew, but I miss the old days.
Ho hum.
A picture of me working hard...
aaaaaaaaaaaannnddddd here's an interview he did, And I'm sat around in the background looking like I am working hard
Too many of my close friends are going through shit right now and its tearing me apart to hear it. I want to help everyone but with a few I'm just too far away to be useful. Which upsets me.
I do what I can from my bed, where I am hiding from my own life.
I've been trying more and more to live for the moment and do the things I wanna do.
But then things knock me back and I lose both the confidence and the motivation to do so.
I want to run away.
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Living for the moment? I try to have a passion for what i like do to and do it. Randomness comes afterwards and that often gives me the confidence to move to other things. For a while my photography was my thing and now i'm working for it to become bigger and better..http://flickriver.com/photos/caged_eel/..but that's just one of my fingers in many pies....
oh and Does it Offend You? fuck yeah!!!!