retsin

You say you can't...well I hope you can



i'm in love with everything your giving, i'm in love with everything you've already taken away. i hear the words you whisper in between designed silence, i hear the tones you think i don't understand. i watch your eyes, when your gaze i'm avoiding, and think i see tthings we'll never say. yours the contact i've never named, your the touch yet to be tamed.

you are the dream i shouldn't be having, the thoughts that make their way and cultivate a plan. you're the scene i shouldn't be reeling, a whirl wind of energy and a movie never made. you're pictures taken but never developed, memories etched and forgotten away. you're designs i store for safe keeping, fantasies of lust and cold winter days. you're fresh snow, untouched, untampered, concrete slabs poured and left to dry in the wind. you are the one of my creation, never had, but never taken away.

i'm in love with everything i'm contemplating, i'm in love with everything that's gone away.


**how do i center things?

come to my show..come come come