Chain Smoker
i look over and wish for you to see me. expectations flutter around the room, angeled in your direction, searching for a home. you mutter something about need, desire and too much trust as i look away in disbelief.
"what are you thinking about?"
the weather. what do you think? i can't figure out how i find myself here in this room again, having the moments we create today parallel the ones we've left behind so many times before. you smoke away the taste of me like the quicker it's gone the sooner we can pretend today never happened. i watch you in envy, wish i were a smoker. my fingers play with the edge of the tangeled sheets and i wonder if you even bother changing them anymore.
i look over and wish for you to see me. expectations flutter around the room, angeled in your direction, searching for a home. you mutter something about need, desire and too much trust as i look away in disbelief.
"what are you thinking about?"
the weather. what do you think? i can't figure out how i find myself here in this room again, having the moments we create today parallel the ones we've left behind so many times before. you smoke away the taste of me like the quicker it's gone the sooner we can pretend today never happened. i watch you in envy, wish i were a smoker. my fingers play with the edge of the tangeled sheets and i wonder if you even bother changing them anymore.
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Yes, I agree about some scenes in Monster being difficult to watch. Christina Ricci is so cute as a lesbian. heh heh