retsin

I need a break from life. But Im not sure how to go about that. Ive been sleeping a lot. So much so that life is a blurry dream at points. I think if I do that enough eventually everything will become confused. I woke up and wasnt sure what had taken place. Not sure how much of what I was feeling related to what was taking place in my life as compared to what was taking place inside my head. My dreams included drinking, subways, fightingall things my life generally also includes. I guess Disney land was really the only difference.

Life is definitely not Disney land. I feel so confused. School is so overwhelming I need to sign myself into an asylum just to escape the grips of all my assignments. A two-hour test on Monday is making me want to cry. Tomorrow is a road trip to st. catherines I dont want to take. Friday is a meeting I cant handle, and some randomness on a stage at buddies in a corsetthe things I agree to when Im high. I dont think Ill go to juicyunless rainne goes I guess maybe. But I highly doubt Ill have the energy required to go. besides, I dont think any of my ladies are going, so that would just be strange.

Rambling helps the time to pass the thoughts to flow.