so im home for the first night in close to a week and not looking forward to typing everything thats happened....
before i forget to mention, steph is only 24 (not 26) and her two kids are 4 and 5 and live with their dad due to financial hardship on stephs part.
so those free tickets to see zombieland last thursday? i ended up going with amandas friend stephanie. we hit things off AMAZINGLY. we got lost trying to wind walmart because some stupid app on my iphone got us lost in a sea of construction and one-way streets and almost missed the beginning of the movie. we got stuck sitting way up front because a shitload of people won the same tickets we did. the movie is HYSTERICAL. loved it. we went to wendys right across the street when the movie ended and decided to go see 9 as soon as we were done eating. on the walk back to the theater i called amanda and asked if i could stay the night at her place again and she said that it would be fine. we saw the movie (awesome and a little disappointing at the same time) then i went to drop steph back off at her place when she asked me if i wanted to just stay at her place. i had work the next day and it was really late. i started getting comfortable on the couch when she grabbed my hand and drug me upstairs. obviously i was a little worried. by this time i had already started to really like her and i was afraid she would fuck me and be just like every other girl ive ever been with.
it was like she had everything planned before she even left the house. she has this weird bed that has a tiny frame and mattress that slides out from under her bed already set up for me. she laid on her upper mattress and i started getting comfortable on mine when she started poking me. obviously i started poking back and then we just ended up wrestling. eventually i pinned her and went to give her a kiss on the forehead as she was moving it and i ended up kissing her lips instead. amazingly enough she went with it and started really getting into it (i had no intention of sleeping with her at this point but was curious to see how far she would take it). after a few minutes of making out she told me that im an amazing kisser and said that wed better stop because its really hard for her to be good. perfect. shes definitely different from the other girls ive met. she decided to stay on my mattress and cuddle all night. best nights sleep i had in a while.
the hext day at work i got a email on my phone from my ex fiance saying 'lets fuck and make up'. i replied 'ill think about it' with no intention of actually ever seeing her again. i just didnt feel like pissing her off. its always a bad idea to piss off the crazy bitch who knows a million different ways to get ahold of you. anyway, she responded with 'you know you miss this hot wet pussy. its waiting for you'. i showed the email to a couple coworkers and we all got a good laugh out of it. i didnt bother replying. later that night i went to my parent place, got a shower and left for maryland to spend the weekend with caitlin. as soon as i got down there we went to bed. got up at 5:30 saturday to catch the bus to nyc. walked around, got disappointed when i found out the virgin records store closed and even more so when i forgot where FUSE (like mtv but it actually plays alot of music i really like) filmed my fav show on the channel called stevens untitled rock show. ate at applebees, went to see Whip It (didnt have a whole lot of faith in the movie but it was a REALLY good movie), walked around toys r us cause it was there. while i was in there i thought of steph and the kids but really didnt know what to get them. walked to planet hollywood and got a cool looking shirt for steph and happened to guess her shirt size right. then the closest merch stand and got two tiny I <3 NY shirts for the kids. got lost on the subway system, got even more lost in central park, FINALLY found grays papaya. ive wanted to eat one of their hotdogs since i saw the movie Fools Rush In. their hotdogs really are that good. stopped at a diner and had some kickass cheesecake then walked back to the coffee shop we were supposed to meet the but at. got back to hood college around 4am. went to sleep as soon as we got there. the entire day caitlin would ask me random questions about steph. i hated it. i KNOW caitlin likes me. shes told me flat-out she wants me to be her boyfriend. shes just too good a friend for me to take the chance fo fucking it up. and she lives two hours away. id never see her. i cant be with somebody without actually BEING WITH them.
woke up just in time to see The Hangover (hood college bought the rights to show the movie for the weekend). pretty funny movie. as soon as it ended i went back up to see steph again. went to taco bell and watched some tv before going to bed. same thing as the last night i slept at her place happened. only things didnt stop....i was terrified it would make things complicated but she was surprisingly okay with it. even more surprising, I was okay with it. i was genuinely happy. im happy whenever i think about her and even more so when im with her. we both appear to be everything the other is looking for.
three days ago my ex fiance sent me another email wanting to talk to me. so i told her that my girlfriend (unofficial) wouldnt appreciate me talking to her. her response was to tell me that she had been cheating on me most of the time we were together and even said that she would take her ring off to go fuck around with people. and said that when she said she was with her friend tonya she was actually with this ductin douchebag whos twice her age. naturally, this would piss me off so i told her that ever time we messed around after i dumped her she got sloppy seconds (not entirely untrue. she deserved much worse than that). before i got a chance to block her email, she told me that i was always getting dustins sloppy seconds and that she had been fucking him for over a year. i pointed out that bragging about cheating makes her sound like a whore and that if i ever saw her again i would be the last to see her. then i blocked her.
wasnt quite satisfied so i sent her another email today :
"I blocked your email and it must piss you off that I don't get your messages. I'm so much better off without you I don't know why I wasted my tine talking to you again. Oh yea. The rest of the money for that car I bought you that your stupid ass couldn't even drive. I know I was never going to get my money and I'm glad I got rid of you for the last time. Whether or not you actually ever cheated doesn't even bother me anymore. I'm with a beautiful woman who's mature and sweet and can ACTUALLY mother a child. Good riddance to you. Fuck you and have a nice life"
i feel pretty good about myself. i have a girl who loves spending time with me and cant wait to see me again. i have a steady job that i actually like. i hope things keep looking up
--PG
before i forget to mention, steph is only 24 (not 26) and her two kids are 4 and 5 and live with their dad due to financial hardship on stephs part.
so those free tickets to see zombieland last thursday? i ended up going with amandas friend stephanie. we hit things off AMAZINGLY. we got lost trying to wind walmart because some stupid app on my iphone got us lost in a sea of construction and one-way streets and almost missed the beginning of the movie. we got stuck sitting way up front because a shitload of people won the same tickets we did. the movie is HYSTERICAL. loved it. we went to wendys right across the street when the movie ended and decided to go see 9 as soon as we were done eating. on the walk back to the theater i called amanda and asked if i could stay the night at her place again and she said that it would be fine. we saw the movie (awesome and a little disappointing at the same time) then i went to drop steph back off at her place when she asked me if i wanted to just stay at her place. i had work the next day and it was really late. i started getting comfortable on the couch when she grabbed my hand and drug me upstairs. obviously i was a little worried. by this time i had already started to really like her and i was afraid she would fuck me and be just like every other girl ive ever been with.
it was like she had everything planned before she even left the house. she has this weird bed that has a tiny frame and mattress that slides out from under her bed already set up for me. she laid on her upper mattress and i started getting comfortable on mine when she started poking me. obviously i started poking back and then we just ended up wrestling. eventually i pinned her and went to give her a kiss on the forehead as she was moving it and i ended up kissing her lips instead. amazingly enough she went with it and started really getting into it (i had no intention of sleeping with her at this point but was curious to see how far she would take it). after a few minutes of making out she told me that im an amazing kisser and said that wed better stop because its really hard for her to be good. perfect. shes definitely different from the other girls ive met. she decided to stay on my mattress and cuddle all night. best nights sleep i had in a while.
the hext day at work i got a email on my phone from my ex fiance saying 'lets fuck and make up'. i replied 'ill think about it' with no intention of actually ever seeing her again. i just didnt feel like pissing her off. its always a bad idea to piss off the crazy bitch who knows a million different ways to get ahold of you. anyway, she responded with 'you know you miss this hot wet pussy. its waiting for you'. i showed the email to a couple coworkers and we all got a good laugh out of it. i didnt bother replying. later that night i went to my parent place, got a shower and left for maryland to spend the weekend with caitlin. as soon as i got down there we went to bed. got up at 5:30 saturday to catch the bus to nyc. walked around, got disappointed when i found out the virgin records store closed and even more so when i forgot where FUSE (like mtv but it actually plays alot of music i really like) filmed my fav show on the channel called stevens untitled rock show. ate at applebees, went to see Whip It (didnt have a whole lot of faith in the movie but it was a REALLY good movie), walked around toys r us cause it was there. while i was in there i thought of steph and the kids but really didnt know what to get them. walked to planet hollywood and got a cool looking shirt for steph and happened to guess her shirt size right. then the closest merch stand and got two tiny I <3 NY shirts for the kids. got lost on the subway system, got even more lost in central park, FINALLY found grays papaya. ive wanted to eat one of their hotdogs since i saw the movie Fools Rush In. their hotdogs really are that good. stopped at a diner and had some kickass cheesecake then walked back to the coffee shop we were supposed to meet the but at. got back to hood college around 4am. went to sleep as soon as we got there. the entire day caitlin would ask me random questions about steph. i hated it. i KNOW caitlin likes me. shes told me flat-out she wants me to be her boyfriend. shes just too good a friend for me to take the chance fo fucking it up. and she lives two hours away. id never see her. i cant be with somebody without actually BEING WITH them.
woke up just in time to see The Hangover (hood college bought the rights to show the movie for the weekend). pretty funny movie. as soon as it ended i went back up to see steph again. went to taco bell and watched some tv before going to bed. same thing as the last night i slept at her place happened. only things didnt stop....i was terrified it would make things complicated but she was surprisingly okay with it. even more surprising, I was okay with it. i was genuinely happy. im happy whenever i think about her and even more so when im with her. we both appear to be everything the other is looking for.
three days ago my ex fiance sent me another email wanting to talk to me. so i told her that my girlfriend (unofficial) wouldnt appreciate me talking to her. her response was to tell me that she had been cheating on me most of the time we were together and even said that she would take her ring off to go fuck around with people. and said that when she said she was with her friend tonya she was actually with this ductin douchebag whos twice her age. naturally, this would piss me off so i told her that ever time we messed around after i dumped her she got sloppy seconds (not entirely untrue. she deserved much worse than that). before i got a chance to block her email, she told me that i was always getting dustins sloppy seconds and that she had been fucking him for over a year. i pointed out that bragging about cheating makes her sound like a whore and that if i ever saw her again i would be the last to see her. then i blocked her.
wasnt quite satisfied so i sent her another email today :
"I blocked your email and it must piss you off that I don't get your messages. I'm so much better off without you I don't know why I wasted my tine talking to you again. Oh yea. The rest of the money for that car I bought you that your stupid ass couldn't even drive. I know I was never going to get my money and I'm glad I got rid of you for the last time. Whether or not you actually ever cheated doesn't even bother me anymore. I'm with a beautiful woman who's mature and sweet and can ACTUALLY mother a child. Good riddance to you. Fuck you and have a nice life"
i feel pretty good about myself. i have a girl who loves spending time with me and cant wait to see me again. i have a steady job that i actually like. i hope things keep looking up
--PG