three hours of sleep the entire weekend. i still hate the army. thats the least of my concerns right now. last night i got a text message from my ex fiance. she miscarried the son i never even knew she was pregnant with. i know im not ready to be a father and i should be relieved. why do i still feel so awful?
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pixel:
oh shit........ that's awful news.... life really has a way of kicking you when you're down. Hope you feel better.
respekt:
when i moved my life was supposed to begin working out again. ive lost most of the few friends i had left and the girl i love is supposed to leave for basic training this week but might not be able to. she was an a car accident yesterday at 2am. hit head-on by a tow truck. and the worst thing is she doesnt even know how i feel about her because im afraid of losing her as a friend. i know she doesnt like me like that anymore...long story short, i just cant have anything