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i'm back in the saddle again; aloha kids, i hope ALL is well for everyone! it's been almost 7 months since my l4-s1 spinal fusion & i am slowly but surely getting my strength back, which is a VERY painful process, but totally worth it, at least in my case. i'm no longer waking up with my right foot cramping underneath itself on a daily...
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niobe:
Welcome back! smile
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found a new place and get to keep my dog, so i am happy as hell. i was also informed that i was approved for the prp injections, which is awesome news as well. let me get situated, and i'll be back soon...

aloha

p.s. check this out too...:

my new blog

ARRR!!!
niobe:
Yeah!!! Fuck yeah!!!! I am so happy to read all this!!!!

smile
deerylette:
oh you're in Makawao now. It so nice up there. But too cold for me to be there all the time smile glad to hear youre happy
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stressing out a bit...:

gotta move by the 14th

can't find a place to let me have my dog that i can afford, and REFUSE to get rid of him

had a gig at the hard rock on sat, aug. 20th with my favorite band out here on maui, mothxp, and it might actually end up being not only our debut, 1st show, but also...
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bettybruises:
best wishes. smile
i hear ya on the dog thing. i unfortunately had to move in march and had to give up my dog frown
i am and was heart broken....
repus:
i am so sorry to hear that you had to give up your dog, and VERY lucky to have found a place for the both of us mid month...

:hugs:
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so, i am as estatic as frightened right now, for multiple reasons, so i'll start w/the scary shit 1st, as you know i horror, but i fly to oahu tomorrow to meet w/a 2nd neurosurgeon to discuss my near, not to mention for the rest of my life, future...

i'm scared as hell of someone cutting on me, as i've never had a surgery before,...
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niobe:
Well that is a good way to at least get the ball rollin'. So to speak!
repus:
yep, she's coming here this thursday to go to 2 dr appts w/me, and then again on next monday to another dr appt, so she's not wasting anytime, which is what i feel i have lost more of than anything else, besides my mind...!
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Aloha everyone! I apologize for my absence, but my laptop died on me last june, and all I have for now is this "smart" phone. It allows me to get online to do certain things, but it is still pretty damn limited.

I am finally going to see my neurosurgeon april 21st to compare mri's, discuss surgical options and hopefully set a date for me...
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niobe:
Hey you. Nice to see a new blog from you. smile
*hugs*
I hope you are alright.
bettybruises:
oh hey, i remember you biggrin
glad you feel better mentally, i hope everything else gets better soon!
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i apologize for my lack of activity around these parts lately, but my laptop is dead and needs to have the operating system reinstalled, and i have neither the patience or experience to do it myself.

i am currently awaiting epidural injections of steroids to see if that can heal my lower back injury i sustained almost 2 years ago. if they don't do the...
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niobe:
I love hearing from you. smile

Good luck with the injections. I hope they do the trick.

*hugs*
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ive been in a couple of studios lately, and it has been rather cathartic, to say the least. ive had way too much free time on my hands over the last 20+ months, and we all know that idle time is the devils favorite plaything. and as much as i like/need to get the noize out of my head, there is also the boredom, depression,...
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niobe:
Always nice to see new blogs from you. smile
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last night i watched you
while you slept and you dreamt,
and i studied your breathing,
alluring and hypnotic,
like a warm, southern wind,
on a cool, northern day,
allowing yesterday's frustrations
to completely melt away
into a place of inner peace,
some form of sudden bliss,
happiness across your face,
those lips i long to kiss,
which formed a lovely smile,
as your eyes,...
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niobe:
I was thinking about you all day today! *hugs*
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so, my new year started out great, with a fat blunt and without a hangover! how could things go bad with a fresh start like that... well, add alcohol and a scooter a couple of days later, not to mention a phantom curb, and you've got a fractured thumb, or rather i do. let me recap the evening for you...:

it was the first saturday...
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niobe:
Geeze kid...that was quite the night! I hope the hand heels quickly, but it sounds like you are adapting nicely and getting some sympathy for it. So it could be win-win. biggrin
bettybruises:
ouch! last year i managed to sprain my ankle as a result of too much tequila and stage diving out of a taxi, it sucked. hope you heal quickly smile
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randomness from the twists in my mind; i loathe rhyming, but this just poured out, somehow...


dr. jekyll's last journal entry...:


darkness always comes out of nowhere,
creeping up and taking over
this weathered and tired soul,
lacking any form of control
to walk away from the shadows,
into the light, a new tomorrow,
positively tested ways
to guide us through another day,
'cause blindness...
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bettybruises:
Merry Christmas kiss


I'm glad you're writing again biggrin
cianuro:
hey!! i'm so glad that you liked and understood the horror movie theme of my set NO Way Out!!!

really!!!

kiss
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the sunrise blinded my eyes as i tried to fall asleep this morning. i have tapestries hanging over my windows to help block out the light, but they are not opaque. the lightest blow from the west maui mountains will send the bottom of the tapestries upward, to the ceiling, spilling the bright, glowing rays across my bedroom, assassinating every inch of shade in reach....
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niobe:
*hugs*
niobe:
Thanks love. I hope you are well as well. kiss

The snow is so fun to play in. Come and join me? wink