I did a bad thing today.
Perhaps a very bad thing.
I don't know how many of you remember Carla.
You know, that girl I used to work with?
You know, the one I was in love with, but never quite dated?
You know, the one who was mean and manipulative with me?
You know, the one who would call me when she needed help or money or an ego boost, but would ignore me otherwise?
You know, the one I took to Paris and told her I was in love with her?
You know, the one who replied, "that must be hard for you."
You know, the one who moved to Seattle without saying bye a week after we got back?
You know, the one who finally called three months later, and said she was coming to Boston and missed me anf wanted to see me, but I was strong and didn't call back?
... I emailed her.
Perhaps a very bad thing.
I don't know how many of you remember Carla.
You know, that girl I used to work with?
You know, the one I was in love with, but never quite dated?
You know, the one who was mean and manipulative with me?
You know, the one who would call me when she needed help or money or an ego boost, but would ignore me otherwise?
You know, the one I took to Paris and told her I was in love with her?
You know, the one who replied, "that must be hard for you."
You know, the one who moved to Seattle without saying bye a week after we got back?
You know, the one who finally called three months later, and said she was coming to Boston and missed me anf wanted to see me, but I was strong and didn't call back?
... I emailed her.
venice:
Every time I am feeling lonely and miserable I email my first boyfriend from high school. Just don't email her back if she responds, delete it. That's what I did last time, because I finally realized that he doesn't talk to me, he just responds to me, and it was pointless.