repairmanc

eh,...day has been okay, i talked to a long lost love.....said if i had acted sooner she would have been mine, but shes married now and is happy....

damn.....and this girl is so fine its not even funny.

But it lifts my spirits..lets me know that at least the girl i thought was outta my league....actually wanted me too.

Serendipity

Love ya all
joshua

The lovely process of divorce.....seems like it starts off innocent enought.....then boom, it gets nasty quick. Oh well. That and the fun of having a cocain addicted ex girlfriend who thinks you are an atm. And to top it off you are backrupt living in your parents spare room......plus Im single. Fucking great.

When masturbation has lost its fun your fucking done. I dont really...
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AH, a new day all.
I still feel kinda hollowed out like a halloween jackolantern the day after......but each day I grow stronger. I just have lingering questions that probally will never be answered. All of you girls look so beautiful and convers so freely.....do you girls shred your men too....or is it just a rare evil trait....i mean wtf. I guess I just met...
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I am broken. The girl that I said was my one and only.....well after 13 thousand dollars....and when she had sucked me dry....she just wanted me to work to support her coke habit. I paid three months rent,...got her electricity paid....put satilite tv in...and a 47 inch flat screen.....when I wanted her to stop all the bs and just spend tiime with me......she said I...
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So this is Love!?

ALso Ihave lost about 20 lbs.....looking pretty good.....down to a size 36 again.

Well gotta go.

Hope you all are doing well

I will read up onyour bloggs soon

Josh

First off Im so sorry Ihavent blogged in a while....Smythe I am sorry,...I miss talking to you. I havent been in computer range in a long time....so much has happend in a month.....my life is starting over.

I know I havent blogged in a long time...I have been so busy I havent really gotten a chance to turn on my laptop. My work vehicle keeps breaking down..... and I dont get a new one for a couple of weeks..... In the mean time I have to keep this one held twogether with duct tape and dreams......ugh.

I hope you all have been...
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Ugh, .....tough week all. But I am getting some down time now. The family is out and Im actually alone. I have my Irish Rose cd blasting on my computer......something about the haunting melodies that just does it for me.

I voluntered at the local wild life resque.....I guess my offical title is Habitat Manager.....fanc;y name for a maintence man,.....but I will gladly mend fences...
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Just bought my first cd in like 10 years...yeah really....10 years....its called Irish Roses......celtic woman singing.....and oh my god is it so beautiful....the woman sound like the voices of goddess......so relaxing.....


I could listen to it forever....... I kinda needed a pick me up right about now........maybe now Ill sleep some....


as always....i wish you all the best.

Good night to you too Smythe Sleep...
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Hello all,

Its been a long week...worked 7 staight days and so far there is not end in sight. I often times wonder how you all are doing. I promise to read up on your blogs as soon as I can.

I got my nook....so far I have downloaded The Passage....its pretty good so far. And go see Inception...its good too.

I dont have much...
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