Havent been able to get on much today, Ive been driving and working pretty hard. I'm glad my b day weekend is over,...now I just hope to hit the delete button and forget I even had one.
It sucks to have to pretend to be someone you are not just to get love and affection from the one person that should love you for all of you 'for better or worse, till death do us part" must have been the optional part of the vows huh.
Those only apply if I am the person she thinks I should be. I cant really blame anyone but myself....I did say I do. Its just that I thought things were going to be different.
Guess not.
Any one elese out there in the same boat?
If so lets talk.
Eventually I hope someone actually reads these blogs....tomarrow I should be on longer during the day.
This is my underground blog....mine...and yours secret,...okay........no telling the warden....I mean wife....
Love you all and talk to you soon
It sucks to have to pretend to be someone you are not just to get love and affection from the one person that should love you for all of you 'for better or worse, till death do us part" must have been the optional part of the vows huh.
Those only apply if I am the person she thinks I should be. I cant really blame anyone but myself....I did say I do. Its just that I thought things were going to be different.
Guess not.
Any one elese out there in the same boat?
If so lets talk.
Eventually I hope someone actually reads these blogs....tomarrow I should be on longer during the day.
This is my underground blog....mine...and yours secret,...okay........no telling the warden....I mean wife....

Love you all and talk to you soon
