I had a dream I had an adroid daughter ...
It was odd, she was supposed to be a companion but it turned out we didn't have the materials to create something like that in some weird lab. Idk who the other person was but, somehow I ended up with a daughter instead, and ended up feeling responsible for this new being. So in the dream I started taking care of her. She knew how to decipher languages and speak well enough, but underneath it all I knew she was more robotic; just with lots of man made flesh and organs. It was odd, I had to teach her not to eat stuff off the ground.
Eh...
That was last night.
Now... the anxiety crept up on me with the fact that my friend blocked me o:
I ... I can't say it doesnt hurt. Hell I was feeling a little like I was drowning when I got home.
I have been taking all this time to better myself and feel ok to talk to her about what's going on.
Somewhere down the line I think she got the wrong idea.
What the hell... I did nothing wrong ... not really... I just had all this intense anxiety from anything about her.
What was I to do?
I miss her greatly. *sigh* Perhaps she's being immature? Idk dudes. She never said anything to me. :c
I can hear the words of people already saying, "You're better off" and to anything similar of that phrase.
I have spent years getting to know her... so it's been devastatingly hard on me.
I might not get a good nights rest.
I could try. I am watching some anime in hopes to get my mind clear.
All i can think about is "I did nothing wrong... why is this happening?"
-Reno