It's been a while since I updated about my life. Lately I've been feeling really depressed about a situation. School has been keeping me busy. I had a tatt appointment last week and I'm bout to share photos. I have another one next week. I just feel like I am happy at times when things are going my way and when they are not I feel really broken. I know better that it's life. Life isn't always going to throw me a bone.
What do you do when you try to invest your time to somebody who is trying to always push you away. If they will not keep it real with you. Saying that they care, but their actions do no show for it. She's like a flower I'm trying to water and it's not growing. How much punishment could I afflict on myself. Any fool would know when it's time to call quites. But what if you see so much potential in a person that you know that you will not find another like her. I am trying to warm my way into a cold heart. Sigh.... No matter how much I try to better myself, so I would be the only one in her eyes. There is a great distant between us. No matter how hard I try, it's not good enough for her to acknowlege me as a person who cares too much. Do I think that there could be a such thing as caring too much? I don't think so, that's why I have'n't quit. If love was a place....then we are always lost finding it.
I got a haircut yesterday! Finally although it's going to be covered by a cap today
But here you guys go for the photo updates
Here's the new tatt process
Here's photos of me from earlier today
Me at the bookstore/cafe
There we go....I hope everybody is going to have a goodweekend. Homework is going to kick my fucking ass now.
What do you do when you try to invest your time to somebody who is trying to always push you away. If they will not keep it real with you. Saying that they care, but their actions do no show for it. She's like a flower I'm trying to water and it's not growing. How much punishment could I afflict on myself. Any fool would know when it's time to call quites. But what if you see so much potential in a person that you know that you will not find another like her. I am trying to warm my way into a cold heart. Sigh.... No matter how much I try to better myself, so I would be the only one in her eyes. There is a great distant between us. No matter how hard I try, it's not good enough for her to acknowlege me as a person who cares too much. Do I think that there could be a such thing as caring too much? I don't think so, that's why I have'n't quit. If love was a place....then we are always lost finding it.
I got a haircut yesterday! Finally although it's going to be covered by a cap today
But here you guys go for the photo updates
Here's the new tatt process
Here's photos of me from earlier today
Me at the bookstore/cafe
There we go....I hope everybody is going to have a goodweekend. Homework is going to kick my fucking ass now.
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i was in the city for a week visiting my boyfriend. he goes to school out there.
and yea LDR, not so fun, but i did get to see him recently, under sad circumstances though. he came back here cuz his grandma passed away. it was still good to see him.