I can't compete.
I cannot stand up.
I cannot produce.
The whispers make me cry.
As do the thoughts if I think.
But I refuse to.
An ex. Ex-lover. Ex-husband. Ex-caring father. Ex-relation desirer. Ex-reliable being. Ex-whatever.
Joker of sorts. Funny. Haha.
Loved the Baltic Sea. Loved Berlin. Loved not my once dear company.
Need time. Need rest. Can't get.
I cannot stand up.
I cannot produce.
The whispers make me cry.
As do the thoughts if I think.
But I refuse to.
An ex. Ex-lover. Ex-husband. Ex-caring father. Ex-relation desirer. Ex-reliable being. Ex-whatever.

Joker of sorts. Funny. Haha.

Loved the Baltic Sea. Loved Berlin. Loved not my once dear company.


Need time. Need rest. Can't get.