remedy

Recently I've found myself with a bit of a dilema... I was with my ex girlfriend for close to three years. We broke up quite awhile ago, like 8 months. I tried dating and I hated it. Couldn't find anyone to compare. A month before moving I ran into someone that I had been crushing on for... well... pretty much since the second I saw her. We spent every fucking second together for a month. Moving was painful. In fact, painful doesn't even begin to describe it. I wanted to rip my heart out and hand it to so she knew how I strongly I felt. I tell her "I like you." I tell myself I like her. But I more then like her. Can you love in a month? I'm a thousand miles away from her now that I've moved. After one amazing month, is it crazy for me to think of pushing for some sort of long distance relationship? What if that perfect month dissolves into something not so amazing because I push the whole thing too far? Letting go seems impossible.....




It looks like love. It feels like love.... but in just a month? AM I FRIGGIN CRAZY?!