Uh, I feel so cheap! I went out with this girl named Alicia* from high school last night, who I haven't seen in ages. So we had a good little chat about the past and the future. So, I decide to tell her my "link" story 'cuz in retrospect I think it's quite humorous.
*** My friend Melissa* was moving away to the UK, so on her last day we had a party for her at the Labrynth Lounge in Toronto. Prior to this she tells me about this guy named Adrian that she's having a fling with. We laugh because I was a fuck-friend a while back to a guy named Adrian from highschool. When Adrian showed up, all laughing ceased. It was the same guy***
Cut back to last night...
So Alicia says to me, "when were you seeing Adrian?" So I told her that it was a number of years ago, just after me and my boyfriend had broken up. She procedes to tell me that at that time he was seeing her sister AND sleeping with my arch-enemy!
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yumyum and I were discussing this over MSN recently, about how you feel empty when I relationship is nothing more than sexual. I agreed with her, although it took me a while to do so. But you know what?, I felt empty at the time, but now, I'm angry at myself for putting me in that position. Plus, I feel really dirty that I know 3 girls that he slept with and 2 of them were congruent with the time that I was sleeping with him. Am I a whore or what?!
*names have been changed to protect the innocent
*** My friend Melissa* was moving away to the UK, so on her last day we had a party for her at the Labrynth Lounge in Toronto. Prior to this she tells me about this guy named Adrian that she's having a fling with. We laugh because I was a fuck-friend a while back to a guy named Adrian from highschool. When Adrian showed up, all laughing ceased. It was the same guy***
Cut back to last night...
So Alicia says to me, "when were you seeing Adrian?" So I told her that it was a number of years ago, just after me and my boyfriend had broken up. She procedes to tell me that at that time he was seeing her sister AND sleeping with my arch-enemy!
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yumyum and I were discussing this over MSN recently, about how you feel empty when I relationship is nothing more than sexual. I agreed with her, although it took me a while to do so. But you know what?, I felt empty at the time, but now, I'm angry at myself for putting me in that position. Plus, I feel really dirty that I know 3 girls that he slept with and 2 of them were congruent with the time that I was sleeping with him. Am I a whore or what?!
*names have been changed to protect the innocent
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as for feeling dirty, just thank your luck that you didn't get any of the diseases that are by now definetely swarming around his twig. maybe get tested to make sure. and then don't think about it anymore.
adrian is a ho bag. you didn't know he was until now. you slept with him thinking it was exclusive, he sashayed his ass all over town (and apparently still is). that is NOT your fault. you are not allowed to feel bad about yourself, or call yourself the names that belong to him. feel pity for his lack of self-esteem and self-respect that causes him to use women to make him feel better about himself. sadly, deep down inside, adrian knows he is a loser, and uses sex with multiple partners to make himself feel macho. ooo, whatta stud!!
now go on and don't waste any more time thinking about the man whore from the past.