Friday Dec 02, 2005

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i became a shadow of me...
let myself get sidetracked by emotions...
A weakness i despise...
not anymore..im not like this..
im FUCKING stronger than this.


..but how i wish some things were different.

Sunday Nov 27, 2005

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Im off my food...
lonely nites have become my staple...
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neisha:
woohoo relentless is coming to my town today... that;s right MY town... i can see you all dying with jealousy.

He's mine for the week! Mwahaha!!!


....ah lol i'm a loser sometimes...
livingdeadkirst:
oh yeh because i keep forgetting...alleria (allera...or however you spell it) said to say hi and what you been up to. saw her at the gym the other nite and she asked how you been and didn't know you'd moved...lol. but yeh...i keep forgetting to tell you and remembered while i was on here so thought at least you'll see it here even if i forget kiss

Friday Nov 25, 2005

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soo...went and saw In Name And Blood and Mindsnare (last)friday nite at the lions den, then saw them again plus Against on the saturday nite at the basement...broke up with my grrl...bought a bed...saw some movies...usual crap.

did a heap of piercings this week..which was good for my wallet...been doing one or two tattoos a week for the last few weeks which is awesome for...
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ranstarr:
ay least you dont have to sleep on the floor anymore lol!!
livingdeadkirst:
yay for bed. hope its comfy. and mudvayne tickets...i hate you even more now tongue hope you gots me one too...hehehe. i didn't know they were playing...i really gotta check out sites way more often. kiss

Wednesday Nov 02, 2005

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oh yeah..Arch Enemy were great tonite...that girl can scream...and id have to say Minus Life (support) were not too bad either..was only a really small show for the arena..not even enought ppl to fill the bottom floor fully..great atmosphere for a metal gig. ..
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ranstarr:
oi, did you have fun bed shopping?
biancarose:
Oh I just noticed in your profile you like Leftover Crack... yay! Do you like the guy from that's other band INDK? mwah, B xx kiss

Thursday Oct 27, 2005

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yeah.
so i read some peoples journals... random ones too..
and you know what..i couldnt come up with anything i wanted to say. to anyone. about anything.

i really dont even put my whole heart into chatting online sometimes these days...oh god apathy...take me now.
its not that i dont want to..some of these ppl i genuinely like. i just cant talk useless talk... reactionary...
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slithers:
Happy Happy Birthday! biggrin I saw you with livingdeadkirst in the city the other day!
slithers:
Nice to meet you too. biggrin

Sunday Oct 16, 2005

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oh look..it appears i am no longer part of the sgustralia group...must be my lack of posts in there or something...well..whatever..forced group participation is not really my thing anyway...
wont bother re-applying...
ranstarr:
re-apply and come to the hookup!
livingdeadkirst:
i second that you should come to the hookup! finally someone else telling you to come to a hookup..YAY!

Friday Oct 14, 2005

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did my second tattoo the other day....on my mum..lol...turned out ok...i can pick the mistakes with an informed eye but from the outside its not a half bad tatt...i was so fucking nervous...basically because it was her and i knew she was "grading" my performance...
was fun overall tho.

i feel detatched from life.
been spending entire weeks camped out at my mums place and...
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Saturday Oct 08, 2005

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yo...lmfao.
since i quit my job ive been spending all my time up at the tattoo shop doing the piercings that come in, really enjoying that. getting some more time to practice tattooing next week...cant wait to get some more time under my belt...

but in the meantime i managed to *finally* get something else done on myself... half sleeve....so i took some preliminary quick-pics...
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damnation_game:
nice work man! lookforward to seeing more progress pics
livingdeadkirst:
fuck yeh babe!!!!!! love that is going to look ssssssssssoooooooooooo hot! i'm speachless. you always keep the good news from me and i have to read it here! that is just gunna rock! i can't wait to see it in person kiss

yeh i figured you were at your mums...but thought you would have had your phone with you smile

i'm probably going to the BDO anyways. i need some kind of festival to kick off the moving progress. and yeh i think that the move is going to be brisbane. feel more comfortable going there. just don't know the exact time frame yet. but i'm sure you'll find out when i msg you and tell you i'm all moved in or something.

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Sunday Sep 11, 2005

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*caution - rant in progress*

the commodification of underground or "alternative" culture makes me sick. went into the city the other day to window shop for some figurines and shit..and god was that a fucking mistake...if i see one more fucking 13 yo wearing a fucking misfits/ramones/iron maiden t-shirt i swear im going to kill...
you know i went into one of those little stoopid...
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livingdeadkirst:
see told you your profile pic is good tongue and who is that SMRT person you got to make it so your head doesn't look like a fat head..? who ever it is must be awesome...hehe wink
livingdeadkirst:
are you dead or alive..?

Thursday Sep 08, 2005

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ok....i resigned from my shit night job..so fucking happy...as of the end of next week ill be an unemployed bum...cant wait to get back into weeknite gigs and shit...oh god..ill actually have a friday nite now..wow...fuck yeah
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livingdeadkirst:
the life you've always wanted!
kittiesuicide:
welcome to my world!! haha altho im not a total bum I still look after my bubby sister 24/7!
how is ya anyways babe?
Love Kittie
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