I think I'm going to start REALLY writing to you, sg journal. I like that you're both anonymous and public at the same time.
So, today I'm dealing with ambition. I feel comforable for the first time in my life, and I think that that contentment, that satisfaction, has come at the cost of drive. I used to be so damn motivated, I was on every committee, every board or comisssion or whatever in University, and now I pretty much go to work and try to absorb some SF culture on the nights and weekends...It feels good, but being single and drifting can only satisfy me for so long.
I need a word, a woman, a cause, something to motivate me to change my life. I have a lot of passion, and it's sitting idle inside me. I don't want it to wind down into complacency because I'm not feeding it.
I think I'm going to see Bell Hooks read tonight, at least I can get my learn on while I wait for the miracle.
So, today I'm dealing with ambition. I feel comforable for the first time in my life, and I think that that contentment, that satisfaction, has come at the cost of drive. I used to be so damn motivated, I was on every committee, every board or comisssion or whatever in University, and now I pretty much go to work and try to absorb some SF culture on the nights and weekends...It feels good, but being single and drifting can only satisfy me for so long.
I need a word, a woman, a cause, something to motivate me to change my life. I have a lot of passion, and it's sitting idle inside me. I don't want it to wind down into complacency because I'm not feeding it.
I think I'm going to see Bell Hooks read tonight, at least I can get my learn on while I wait for the miracle.