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so i'm feeling a little chafed. i reserve my right to rant on SG.
i made a mistake. the first mistake of its kind on my part. i misjudged someone, not for being worse than they were.. but for being better. that doesn't really make a lot of sense.
i opened up to someone (goddammit, sara again!?!) because i was under the impression that we were becoming very close friends. i told them a bucketful of deep, dark secrets.. and then he sort of.. completely lost interest.
now had i known that this person would eventually snub me, i wouldn't have told him as much as i did. now i feel awkward and ashamed whenever i see him. i exposed myself, and i don't do that too often, y'know? i'm less angry than hurt, i guess.
on a lighter note, i had a dear friend over the other day. we sat and talked for four hours straight. here's my dilemma: there was an obvious attraction on BOTH parts, but he's not single.
now i know for a FACT that if i wanted to, i could snatch him away in an instant. i have no personal ties to this girl. i've never even met her. but it would be the wrong thing to do. so i won't do it.
so.. what do i do? do i keep getting closer and closer to this guy until he inevitably falls for me and leaves this girl, or do i completely cut this amazing person out of my life in fear of ruining another relationship? it's hard not to be selfish sometimes. and our talk was SO good..
ah well. i'll figure out what to do. and i'll probably make the wrong decision, because i usually do. waitshit..
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i mean.. i'll.. do the right thing. because i'm.. a good person..?
IF ANYONE CAN TELL ME WHO THIS MAN IS, I WILL GIVE YOU MY FIRSTBORN.
hint:
take a look
it's in a book..
so i'm feeling a little chafed. i reserve my right to rant on SG.
i made a mistake. the first mistake of its kind on my part. i misjudged someone, not for being worse than they were.. but for being better. that doesn't really make a lot of sense.
i opened up to someone (goddammit, sara again!?!) because i was under the impression that we were becoming very close friends. i told them a bucketful of deep, dark secrets.. and then he sort of.. completely lost interest.
now had i known that this person would eventually snub me, i wouldn't have told him as much as i did. now i feel awkward and ashamed whenever i see him. i exposed myself, and i don't do that too often, y'know? i'm less angry than hurt, i guess.
on a lighter note, i had a dear friend over the other day. we sat and talked for four hours straight. here's my dilemma: there was an obvious attraction on BOTH parts, but he's not single.
now i know for a FACT that if i wanted to, i could snatch him away in an instant. i have no personal ties to this girl. i've never even met her. but it would be the wrong thing to do. so i won't do it.
so.. what do i do? do i keep getting closer and closer to this guy until he inevitably falls for me and leaves this girl, or do i completely cut this amazing person out of my life in fear of ruining another relationship? it's hard not to be selfish sometimes. and our talk was SO good..
ah well. i'll figure out what to do. and i'll probably make the wrong decision, because i usually do. waitshit..
-backspacebackspacebackspacebackspace-
i mean.. i'll.. do the right thing. because i'm.. a good person..?
IF ANYONE CAN TELL ME WHO THIS MAN IS, I WILL GIVE YOU MY FIRSTBORN.
hint:
take a look
it's in a book..
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Your first born will be treated well. I have a great recipe.
Oh and about your dilemma. "Do what must be done. show no mercy!"
[Edited on Sep 15, 2005 5:02AM]
shit is going to happen. if the attraction is strong enough, no amount of fighting it is going to stop it. you say that shes not really close with you, so i ask you, is it worth it? do you feel a connection to this guy or is it just hormonal? if it is hormonal, is it worth it?
dont answer any of these questions, at least not to me, jsut think about it. dont listen to advice from anyone, just do what you feel is right. its admirable to think of others, but sometimes you need to do something for yourself.