reitoei

I am so easily heartbroken it makes me just want to die.

One weekend with the perfect girl. I asked if we could see each other again. She said yes. Then I go to follow up on that and suddenly she's not comfortable with it.

Was I expecting things to go as well as they did that weekend? No.

Did I have a right to expect more? No.

Could it have turned into a serious, long-term thing? No.

So why do I want to kill myself? Because I'm a basket case and there's nothing I can do about it.

I know I don't journal much, but I just don't have friends to talk to about this kind of thing and it has to go somewhere. It's cathartic.

Guess I'll go listen to "Mind Bomb" again....