reina_confundida

im pretty much a corpse... i just got back from vacation also and im more tired after... its a tough life i tell you... i love the adirondacks i spent just about every summer of my life up there and almost retreated there in the last year to get away from everything... one day log cabin on a lake with a little sail boat and a row boat and i will be very relaxed and happy. i used to work at a camp up there and really miss it. drama sucks nuf said right?

i am applying for my new job tomorrow, 40k pay cut and huge lifestyle increase, its a bargain deal on my behalf if you ask me. that and dodging an unhappily married chick who is after me, it would be easier to avoid her if i didnt like her so much and she wasnt hot. its not as bad as it sounds i havent done anything wrong... and thats about it for me hahaha

your offer is an amazing one, however i am working straight until august 1st. so we will have to reschedule for august if it doesnt interfere with your grocery bagging

i hear your advice and have the same reservations and i guess i still dont know what to think because i know her situation and what her marraige is like so i cant place all the blame on her. its just a strange predicament to say the least

and on life and happiness, i guess everyone has different standards and values and sometimes, like myself, you cant figure them out until you give something a shot. i guess you dont know what you have to loose on an opportunity until you take the step and find out if what you lost is more important to you.

anyway we will figure something out soon