I have confidence From this Past Year. I Have Learned we MUST be allowed to Talk. People will silence you for so many reasons. Some of the reasons people silence you are True and Some of the reasons people silence you are their own lie to themselves. But we must always have confidence to Talk and Let People know what we think and feel. We can not let our environment keep us in silence.
I have learned some people will listen to you speak your truth and talk about what you need to say because something is not right. And these people will create new lies in their own head and when they think if they hurt your life in this time of healing your voice, these people will go sit in the hole that is for them until they have confidence in themselves.
…schizophrenia is always a sickness of the person’s voice
where is my best friend @lolli ? The most humble model she was. My schizophrenia tells me she was terminated because she defended me. Just speaking my truth. It’s what my world tells me. I don’t know if it’s an objective truth but if I’m right somehow you should give her a 5000$ Settlement. It feels like that. Some kind of spat involving lies about me and being her friend that ended in termination. Immaturity lawsuit settlement? Maybe I don’t know. I feel like her termination is my fault in The same way a victim feels like our fault
If I was ranking women in the order to whom I would get married in a blind rush. It would be a famous wrestler, and in second place a goth singer whose an up and coming rock star. And in third place I would marry my Lowly SG. When I feel most like myself I’m a super sexy cave man and I still feel what love is like a teenage girl. Or a prince.