I didn’t know I was Matt Knaub. And it breaks my heart based upon my own behavior. Go look at any uncomfortable video I told your subconscious about and you will see that I am doing my proper part in this recovery sequence. Go look at the same video! I am the one who told your mind what you were looking at.
Matt lost his subconscious mind for 19 years but now I come back and claim the body. I didn’t know the brain has 2 sources of mind in the same animal. I didn’t know what sentience or self awareness was in a bucket of water. The “conscious” mind we could see right through it. Matt does not even need to know what we talked about. I just need to make things right.