I don’t respect when people see themselves from above the microscope and reaching up for anything they can find that is good about themselves. Basically anyone who correctness is goodness. Correct and right are 2 different things. Being right looks like alt right when you believe “good” is an interpersonal construct. Personally I always push down against what’s bad about myself. When I push down against what’s bad about me and if, “if” I look like I doing the opposite and I care more about good being an interpersonal construct for myself; that’s when I have a problem with the world. Jesus, Jesus, Let me be some kind of prophet and I will say, “I’m a god, and my future Wife is a goddess. And some of the people in my life are the same.” What’s good about that? And I do believe in the abrahamic concept, God is Lord of Hosts, and I’ll, say “that’s where polytheism comes from.” Pushing down against what’s bad about me makes me happy that I could say everything the funniest way I can imagine, and let’s just find out later if it was a great blessing to the world.
I am the first person to say I am an idiot when I am only entertaining myself. I’m the first person to say I am being a bitch when I am giving someone a hard time in conflict.
There is a serious consideration of qualifications of self love and narcissism that I 100% embrace. When we think about morality, if it’s really nothing more than human nature than asking someone whether or not they Love enough about themselves should be a self sustainable answer. Ask, if we love ourselves exactly for all we are? There should never be any push back about the worst of who we are. I can say I love and embrace all kinds of worst things (to other people) about me. I think evil boils down to what you think the worst thing about you to yourself. And then you have to make things up about what’s worse than what you did to yourself? But why do people not immediately feel that phenomenological sensation inside of the human experience that makes you ask whether or not we are going to embrace something new? There is a human experience like self reflection that asks us to decide ‘is who I am now? Or no, that was not me.”
I believe after we understand and accept what it means to be human, then we can make up a religion and divide ourselves into pantheons and write individual writings we can use to comprise holy books. This is the funniest and worst thing I can imagine doing with my life based on who I am and all that i somewhat understand. We will say, “every pantheon has its own holy book so there is variation for what to believe.” And if I am the leader we do this, underneath the advantage point of taking over the world. I want a huge advantage point... 😺
So, I’m trying to take over the world with social influence and then changing the shape of the religious landscape of how mortal humans learn, think and rationalize their actions underneath my own selfish paradigm of indignation and vengeance. Why do so many people have negative psychological side effects, (or worries) because of what they have done with their genitals? I am only looking down on what other have to be ashamed of solely from the vantage point of intelligence with pretentious condescension… to me, why people do what they do with their genitals is solely associated with a lack of intelligence (when they have unresolved personal battles with someone else who is more evil and I don’t). When it comes to being safe from seeing evil everywhere around you, i suggest a matriarchal dynamic in your next relationship. I can’t help being pretentious about this. To me, patriarchal relationships are the level one problem. Problems that are less than the problems you worry about are inferior problems. Welcome to the jungle.
Being condescending is one of my worst attributes, but I hold myself to such null standard, thinking I am more than other people looks good on me. You can always take confidence that I don’t care about your problem while I am clearly positive about you. I will help anyone learns how to be more like me. Pushing against everything that is perceivably wrong about you or about me is so honest. I love transparency like the ground under my feet.
A camera can only add valor, and in itself can never take away from the measure of a persons goodness. My friends would tell it to me like these women don’t have their humanity but i believe everyone does. Conflict should not be about other people. Conflict needs to be about how we feel and what we be saying.
I’m sorry for not saying it sooner. I’m about to get really romantic right now. You should be more like me, man or woman!
When you think about how to recognize your ideal mate. We need to identify as having all of the negative from the person we love as being part of ourselves and at our disposal. In the back pocket. Think about why you live your life, someone else’s socially perceived bad can be the answer to something that you are lacking to be the best that you can be. No matter who you are I need you to be one the same page as a United front with your mate. Matriarch manifests a man that benefits in his identity from grafting the woman’s identity. When I am accepting it as myself how can this man or woman’s wrong attitude or the crazy and the wild emotions, how can something like that benefit my outlook in life when it functions as a part of myself that I don’t personally make it move. I want to find a woman that I can wear her crazy like the jagged daggers on my stature. At the time the man and the woman’s vice are perfectly on the same page as a United front, we are a giant. What kind of person am I, we both care about always being right and becoming right. I say we are the extreme. And when the woman accepts me, it’s as simple to understand as, what kind of man would allow his woman to exalt him in such a way… and she can always justify being better than other people. If I am going to say I am better than other people. I need a woman I can look up to as more important than me. I believe that preference is always synonymous with importance. Its a funny evil way to add define better.
People accept that we are the best because, my favorite jokes revolve around superiority. For example: “It’s extremely rewarding to be my friend bc I acknowledge friends as my equals even when it’s not true...” A woman who understands why I say what I say is that same as God. A wife can be a Lord of Hosts to man. She can come inside him and and fill him with her gucci spirit! By the time I have a mate and we are both Associated with being psycho, my love and my life has come to fruition. I know how to explain with sensitivity to human vulnerabilities; it’s in my skill set. I love to explain something all the time. And all I will do is explain with all my heart and by my decision making who is best for me, I will escape irrational conflict. And then what I really want is to channel this energy on other people, maybe go on some low view podcast and fight them on an issue my woman cares about. And a battle for Battle Kitty, you think I wouldn’t love that.
I don’t know what I am doing anymore, go look at me naked. Sorry it’s not the best I can imagine for myself… Reckless Longing