Speaking of confessions:
my life seems to consist entirely of paper - heaps of paper that I do not wish to read.
Of course, the stuff that hasn't been read comes to life and starts to consume mine as if it were some kind of fuel. Which it is.
Adverse selection, kind of...
Watching "the good, the bad and the ugly" on tv.
Right now its the scene where Tuccos torture is accompanied by the prisoners choire.
Im really getting into the mood.
Cant wait for the scene where the young soldier slowly (but peacefully) dies with the cigarette in his mouth...
Movies CAN be poetry!
By the way: Im a non-smoker. Does that mean that I wont... Read More
I was driving through heavy snow today.
I am really not too fond of winter at all, but I like the way snow changes the impression of the whole atmosphere.
Sometimes snow has the quality of seemingly erasing (or burying) every human existence.
I kind of makes me feel like being totally alone in the universe.
I just crashed into a deer. It bounced off my car and flew about 30 feet over the street and right back into the forest.
It was really weird: everything seemed to happen in slow motion - the problem being that my body was reacting in slow motion, too. The only thing that seemed to work faster were my senses.
That felt REALLY spooky -... Read More
Theres one thing I would really like to understand within the span of my life:
Why (oh whyyyyy) do people use bright red lipstick and nailpolish????
Back in Germany all the cute girls around usually have nice, short and usually uncolored finger- and toenails and decently colored lips.
Red lipstick and red nailpolish are only worn by very old and wrinkled women who (wrongly) think... Read More
Wow, I can't begin to thank you! Your presents were totally unexpected and have turned what promised to be a very unfortunate week into a huge glee filled surprise. And seriously, I can't believe you picked to randomly send me Wild At Heart, I nearly pissed myself. I LOVE that film, and it reminds me of awesome memories in college when I had a film directors class section on David Lynch.
And for the record, I think I may have to be buried in these shoes before I take them off.
As for your question in your entry, I only wear bright reds for effect in the occasional silly picture. If I went out like that in public I'd scare people!
I dont dare to call a girl because one of her close friends just died. I have no idea how to deal with that, so I decided to ignore everything related to that topic. I didnt even answer her calls.
Does this make me a coward? I guess so!
Having cofessed this bizarre insight doesnt make me feel much better. Maybe some good french food... Read More