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wow its been a couple of weeks since i have had access to the internet. yep i have an addiction, especially when i am here, its the only way to communicate with people worth talking to. sad isnt it, and something that i wrote to pass the time last week...

so i sit here pondering the meaning of meaning. i mean what does mean mean?...
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abstract sound waves bounce off the walls of the spectral spheres inside my head. reflections of the past float by like falling leaves of a dying tree. her words calm and shock me to the core all at once. you know i enter the abyss tomorrow? yep. didnt they tell you its judgement day? its funny how time is a stream, someone told me there...
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i got a mac today so yeah no more windows and no more crashes! hopefully. i am such a dork

yeah so i just got back from the sonic youth concert. this is going to be a ramble, just trying to get this down before i forget. first off, the opening band, wolf eyes, nearly destroyed my hearing, sheer electronic noise, it was interesting, but i think it would be better listening to it at home instead of standing right next to the speaker. sonic...
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today was a strange day well i was angry at everything, and i was driving not a good combination. almost all of my conversations turned into arguments for no reason. and i felt like i should crash my car at high speeds, but i held back. instead i found a middle class upper neighborhood, you know nice image, evil seething underneath, and I decided to...
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ever tried to sleep but you cant? its called insomnia. get some help. SOMEONE GIVE ME SOME PILLS!

i got over my problems with her last night, and now i want to see her, i have found myself drawn close to her again. i miss her. blah blah blah i feel sick thinking that. emotions suck. but i wish she was home

so last night I almost lost that one thing that keeps me together. but that thing decided to stay. i am tired of these constant highs and lows, maybe it should end. but i dont know since that didnt happen.
what the hell is wrong with me? i said to myself dont get attached. now look, i think i could get over it quick enough...
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i hate it when i wake up really late...i was up at 7 this morning...i was supposed to go somewhere with that person...but i didnt....so i thought i would fall back asleep for an hour...well its now 1:41 and ive been up for 41 minutes. fuck i have a lot of shit to do.

whatever happened to that i liek milk guy?

I wonder if he actually got some woman to fly to japan and marry him.

And what kind of person puts ice in their milk?

i love the feel of a shower when it is hot enough to almost burn me, i stand in there for 30 minutes until i become numb. i am lazy today

you know in response to my last entry and what I said about love, maybe I am just crazy