I am really bad at this, huh?
Anyway I had a great time with Alyeska, like always. Having the chance to celebrate a tradition that has been standing basically since we first met, was just awesome. If you don't read Alyeska's blogs, (which you probably do, but if you don't) our tradition is camping in my mom's camper on her country land. We met in the fall of 2008 and have been camping since 2009. Camping like this means a lot to us and the sad thing is, that this is probably our last time. My mom is moving and selling the camper for her own personal reasons. I don't think she realize how much this meant to us and she probably never will.
Just to kind of fill you in- We go all out when we camp in this specific spot. We spend way too much money on alcohol and sausage/food, usually more than we can afford. We get super drunk, take pictures and make stupid embarrassing videos, that I never regret. It's a good time!
To be honest, I was a little upset it didn't go as smoothly as I hoped, being our last time an all. It took forever to get my mom to agree to do this. Also the fact it took forever to figure out if it was possible because of weather. Then it was just grossly hot the whole time. Then my sister begged to hang out with us, but kinda ruined the night for us on top of that. With all the being said, I think we tried to make the most of it. Honestly I wish it was just us and things went smoother but I still enjoyed my time with her. I know we will make new traditions, it's just sad to see this one go.
I had so much fun with Alyeska that when she left, I wanted to go with her. I just knew it wasn't the adult thing to do. Although now I wish I would have, because I could have helped Alyeska do some important things. She needs those damn wisdom teeth out, they are causing so much trouble. For example, I could have taken care of her after the surgery, but I just didn't know how long it would be until she was able to get in for surgery. I couldn't just stay there all summer, especially if we wanted to move in together by august. So I decided to stay here.
Other than that, just trying to figure stuff out and getting ready for my future. Its so hard to be grown up when all I want to do is, stay young. Decisions are hard to make when they involve your future and possibly someone else's future. I don't want to make a bad decision. So wish me luck on choosing the right decision.
I will try to write more, but I just don't know what to write. I tell you all the exciting parts of my life, I promise. lol Although, I admit, I am bad at this. lol
Ps: Pictures of our adventure will be up soon, most likely on Alyeska's blog
Anyway, I hope you all have a good night.
Anyway I had a great time with Alyeska, like always. Having the chance to celebrate a tradition that has been standing basically since we first met, was just awesome. If you don't read Alyeska's blogs, (which you probably do, but if you don't) our tradition is camping in my mom's camper on her country land. We met in the fall of 2008 and have been camping since 2009. Camping like this means a lot to us and the sad thing is, that this is probably our last time. My mom is moving and selling the camper for her own personal reasons. I don't think she realize how much this meant to us and she probably never will.
Just to kind of fill you in- We go all out when we camp in this specific spot. We spend way too much money on alcohol and sausage/food, usually more than we can afford. We get super drunk, take pictures and make stupid embarrassing videos, that I never regret. It's a good time!
To be honest, I was a little upset it didn't go as smoothly as I hoped, being our last time an all. It took forever to get my mom to agree to do this. Also the fact it took forever to figure out if it was possible because of weather. Then it was just grossly hot the whole time. Then my sister begged to hang out with us, but kinda ruined the night for us on top of that. With all the being said, I think we tried to make the most of it. Honestly I wish it was just us and things went smoother but I still enjoyed my time with her. I know we will make new traditions, it's just sad to see this one go.
I had so much fun with Alyeska that when she left, I wanted to go with her. I just knew it wasn't the adult thing to do. Although now I wish I would have, because I could have helped Alyeska do some important things. She needs those damn wisdom teeth out, they are causing so much trouble. For example, I could have taken care of her after the surgery, but I just didn't know how long it would be until she was able to get in for surgery. I couldn't just stay there all summer, especially if we wanted to move in together by august. So I decided to stay here.
Other than that, just trying to figure stuff out and getting ready for my future. Its so hard to be grown up when all I want to do is, stay young. Decisions are hard to make when they involve your future and possibly someone else's future. I don't want to make a bad decision. So wish me luck on choosing the right decision.
I will try to write more, but I just don't know what to write. I tell you all the exciting parts of my life, I promise. lol Although, I admit, I am bad at this. lol
Ps: Pictures of our adventure will be up soon, most likely on Alyeska's blog
Anyway, I hope you all have a good night.
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Yes, the future can be a daunting prospect. It's best to plan some things out and to let other things just happen. The trick I guess is telling which is which.