reedless

-Father
I hate you
with a passion that I never thought possible.
The sound of your voice
grates my nerves
until I cannot contain myself.
I will snap.
Your voice is constantly sharp
accusing
when talking to me.
To all others you carry on the facade of being normal:
A nice, kind man who loves his children.
Only I know the truth...

so its raining really hard here. everything is flooded and its showing no signs of letting up anytime soon. i hate the rain. well, i hate being in the rain, unless im tanked, maybe ill get tanked and go play in the rain

hope everyone had a good weekend, we had to bar-b-que yesterday in the rain for about 100 people. it was fun. got to drink some beers. today is a nice relaxation day. i have about 85 budweisers, im gonna drink some of them and sleep as much as i can. was looking through all the girls again today. Elara is, in my opinion, prolly the...
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its one of those days where i want to kill people and break shit. i hate dealing with prissy bitches who live off of their parents money. i got my some Frank Zappa records yesterday, that has been the only thing keeeping me calm, that and beer, im on my 28th beer of the nite. I think im gonna get quite tanked.

holy shit, last night was another drinking binge. not as much as the other day, but it was a lot. im about to goto work again with a bad feeling.

i lived through the drinking, barely. had to work yesterday with a sever hangover and no real sleep

things are better so far today

im tanked. i drank a whole 1/5th of captain morgans and an 18pack of budweisers. my friend says im a raging alcoholic, i think hes dumb

another week comes to a closing. i think im gonna go out tonite and get hammered.

i got my SG book today. all the people at work loved it. so now im sitting here with it, drinking a 40 of olde english, watching my friend mess with his computer in my floor.
oh what a day it was

went back to work today. i love my job, i hate the people. i guess that is just something i have to deal with

i got into a fight last nite at a bowling alley. hit the guy with a pool ball and got thrown out of the bar there. i was fucking hot when we left, waiting on the guy to come out and do anything he said he would. sometimes it pays to be small and look weak.