As I sit here at the hookah bar I work at I can't help but think about how crazy life is. I'm off the clock but i decide to come here of all places after work (at my second job) to study and get distracted by social media. I have a huge exam tomorrow morning and I continue to STRESS over how I'll do... I seem to always make things harder or a bigger deal than they should be. WHY??? Why do I do this to myself, get my stomach in knots , not sleep and continue to stress? I could just relax right? Seems easy; for me it is NOT!
So I'll have a Jameson and Ginger and analyze life. Reasonable right? I'm very thankful for life in general but I seem to always bring myself down. Not happy about school.. Hating my job and how I don't have a social life! Why don't i do something about it!??? I've recently become inspired by @sawa she's always been someone I've looked up to since I joined the community but my friend jay introduced me to her video diaries on "Vimeo" I believe... And WOW I felt like she was speaking to me personally. There was one specific video where she explains how it was her time to focus on herself and her art. She put everything in storage and just did it! Left, traveled and so on...
This touched me because in some way I really want to just leave everything behind and find myself! I want to enjoy this life I have and take advantage of the beautiful things this world has to offer! So if you haven't checked out her videos I'd highly recommend it! ( I viewed them through the link on her Instagram) not to mention I really hope to meet her one day in person, what a beautiful individual 💗
My journey... My start to living my life and starting to be adventurous will be me flying to AZ this summer spending my 21st birthday in Disney land with family ( hahahaha) and then a road trip back to califonia with @raleigh !!! We are looking for opportunities to shoot more SG sets and meet lovely people. it's trip will take place around the 16-21 of May!
Also I'm happy to announce my set "Show Pony", with @alissa will make it's way into member review April 29th! I'm very excited to share it with you guys and hear what you think!!!
That's all for now my sweet tarts
XOXO Reed
