redwoman

So I just got in from jogging and I'm sitting here thinking... How are my friends going to treat me once I look like a playboy centerfold? Are they going to treat me different? Are our relationships going to change?

I'm not so worried about my close friends... it's those people that I kinda hang out with sometimes... you know the kind i mean? I like being looked at like one of the guys. I don't want people to be like "Wow she's hot now" or "I'm gonna get me a piece of Charla now that she's slammin'" or whatever it is that people say about hot girls. I don't want to have to lay the smackdown on people that I like hanging out with when I get the chance.

I mean I've always thought I was pretty, but, I'm going to be a fucking knockout. Now I'm going to have to knock people out.

Why am I worried you ask?
I see the way my friends look at hot girls... guys and girls alike... and it makes me kind of nervous. I'm included here. I talk about those girls walking around all half naked with their perfect bodies and I say stuff. I try not to but everyone once in a while there will be a girl that has this "I'm to good to be here" look on her face and I'll be like... "Whatever, go eat a cookie."
Anyway. I don't want people to look at me like that. I don't want my friends to be like, "Well her appearance has changed, so her attitude probably changed too."

ANyway that's all I have to say about that I guess.