redravick

I went biking today. No surprize there huh? Did about 94 k. Orleans to Champlain lookout which is right by Fourtune. I did the same route on the way there as before. I am noticing myself getting much more comfortable on the hills and it's only my third time climbing in over 3 or 4 months. My breathing while going up the hills are more relaxed and I'm not breathing as hard. I have also noticed my legs are feeling a lot better when I am going up the hills. I can really put the pull stroke into the crank when I am biking.

Biking is where I am peace. Pretty much the only place. I am always so down. I am looking for work and it's not going very well. I have had two job interviews even though I have sent out about 15 to 20 resumes. The two job interviews are also just 2 call backs from all of the resumes I have sent. I have about 7 years of restaurant experience and I have Hotel and Restaurant Management. I don't understand. What the hell are these people looking for!!!?? I can't score a supervisory position and if I do, I won't be able to cut it as someone with athority. I feel like just giving up.

Man. I am always to depressed. I really need a hug or something. Someone to talk to.

On a lighter note. I'm thinking of going back to school. I think it would be a great idea to try and take a stab at a figherfighting course. I'm putting a lot of thought into it and I think I would be really good at it and it would be so rewarding. I am short a couple courses to get into the actual college course. I am really thinking of taking those courses so I may be able to try this out.

This is long enough....