redpuppy

I lost my virginity today... Figures it'd be on some corny ass holiday. Fucking Valentines, believe me that was not my intention let's just say it was quite unexpected. It's weird cuz I expected to feel differently about shit, but I basically feel the same... I'm not overjoyed about it and I'm not sad about it, I'm just like okay whatever that was painful but next time won't be. I guess I always thought that it was like some huge event, but seriously it's just like every other stupid thing in your life, it just hurts a lot worse. I dunno I think maybe I'm still in denial.... it doesnt feel real. I mean for 18 years I have remained chaste... to a degree and in like 2 minutes all that changed, it just seems like a dream. Okay time to test that one out. Nope I'm not dreaming (I switched the light switch, because when your having a lucid dream that's one of the things your not supposed to be able to do) Sooo I bet your all dying to see who it was I fucked....